flow; it was dangerous to blame him, harshly.
She let them roll down, figuring to herself with
quiet simplicity of mind that her spirit was independent
of them as long as she restrained her hands from being
accomplices by brushing them away, as weeping girls
do that cry for comfort. Nevil had saved her
brother’s life, and had succoured her countrymen;
he loved her, and was a hero. He should not
have said he loved her; that was wrong; and it was
shameful that he should have urged her to disobey
her father. But this hero’s love of her
might plead excuses she did not know of; and if he
was to be excused, he, unhappy that he was, had a
claim on her for more than tears. She wept resentfully.
Forces above her own swayed and hurried her like a
lifeless body dragged by flying wheels: they could
not unnerve her will, or rather, what it really was,
her sense of submission to a destiny. Looked
at from the height of the palm-waving cherubs over
the fallen martyr in the picture, she seemed as nerveless
as a dreamy girl. The raised arms and bent elbows
were an illusion of indifference. Her shape
was rigid from hands to feet, as if to keep in a knot
the resolution of her mind; for the second and in
that young season the stronger nature grafted by her
education fixed her to the religious duty of obeying
and pleasing her father, in contempt, almost in abhorrence,
of personal inclinations tending to thwart him and
imperil his pledged word. She knew she had inclinations
to be tender. Her hands released, how promptly
might she not have been confiding her innumerable perplexities
of sentiment and emotion to paper, undermining self-governance;
self-respect, perhaps! Further than that, she
did not understand the feelings she struggled with;
nor had she any impulse to gaze on him, the cause of
her trouble, who walked beside her brother below, talking
betweenwhiles in the night’s grave undertones.
Her trouble was too overmastering; it had seized
her too mysteriously, coming on her solitariness without
warning in the first watch of the night, like a spark
crackling serpentine along dry leaves to sudden flame.
A thought of Nevil and a regret had done it.
CHAPTER VIII
A NIGHT ON THE ADRIATIC
The lovers met after Roland had spoken to his sister—not
exactly to advocate the cause of Nevil, though he
was under the influence of that grave night’s
walk with him, but to sound her and see whether she
at all shared Nevil’s view of her situation.
Roland felt the awfulness of a French family arrangement
of a marriage, and the impertinence of a foreign Cupid’s
intrusion, too keenly to plead for his friend:
at the same time he loved his friend and his sister,
and would have been very ready to smile blessings
on them if favourable circumstances had raised a signal;
if, for example, apoplexy or any other cordial ex machina
intervention had removed the middle-aged marquis; and,