I was prayed at to move my spirit, and flogged to exercise
my flesh. The prayers I soon learnt to laugh
to scorn. The floggings, after they were over,
crowned me with delicious sensations of martyrdom.
Even while the sting lasted I could say, it’s
for Heriot and Julia! and it gave me a wonderful penetration
into—the mournful ecstasy of love.
Julia was sent away to a relative by the sea-side,
because, one of the housemaids told me, she could
not bear to hear of my being beaten. Mr. Rippenger
summoned me to his private room to bid me inform him
whether I had other relatives besides my father, such
as grandfather, grandmother, uncles, or aunts, or
a mother. I dare say Julia would have led me to
break my word to my father by speaking of old Riversley,
a place I half longed for since my father had grown
so distant and dim to me; but confession to Mr. Rippenger
seemed, as he said of Heriot’s behaviour to
him, a gross breach of trust to my father; so I refused
steadily to answer, and suffered the consequences
now on my dear father’s behalf. Heriot’s
aunt brought me a cake, and in a letter from him an
extraordinary sum of money for a boy of my age.
He wrote that he knew I should want it to pay my debts
for treats to the boys and keep them in good humour.
He believed also that his people meant to have me for
the Christmas holidays. The sum he sent me was
five pounds, carefully enclosed. I felt myself
a prince again. The money was like a golden gate
through which freedom twinkled a finger. Forthwith
I paid my debts, amounting to two pounds twelve shillings,
and instructed a couple of day-boarders, commercial
fellows, whose heavy and mysterious charges for commissions
ran up a bill in no time, to prepare to bring us materials
for a feast on Saturday. Temple abominated the
trading propensities of these boys. ’They
never get licked and they’ve always got money,
at least I know they always get mine,’ said
he; ’but you and I and Heriot despise them.’
Our position toward them was that of an encumbered
aristocracy, and really they paid us great respect.
The fact was that, when they had trusted us, they
were compelled to continue obsequious, for Heriot had
instilled the sentiment in the school, that gentlemen
never failed to wipe out debts in the long run, so
it was their interest to make us feel they knew us
to be gentlemen, who were at some time or other sure
to pay, and thus also they operated on our consciences.
From which it followed that one title of superiority
among us, ranking next in the order of nobility to
the dignity conferred by Mr. Rippenger’s rod,
was the being down in their books. Temple and
I walked in the halo of unlimited credit like more
than mortal twins. I gave an order for four bottles
of champagne.