to her as one of the errors of her strong mind, that
she believed friendship practicable between men and
women, young or old. She knew the world pretty
well, and was not amazed by extraordinary accidents;
but as she herself continued to be an example of her
faith: we must presume it natural that her delusion
should cling to her. She welcomed Evan as her
daughter’s friend, walked half-way across the
room to meet him on his introduction to her, and with
the simple words, ‘I have heard of you,’
let him see that he stood upon his merits in her house.
The young man’s spirit caught something of
hers even in their first interview, and at once mounted
to that level. Unconsciously he felt that she
took, and would take him, for what he was, and he
rose to his worth in the society she presided over.
A youth like Evan could not perceive, that in loving
this lady’s daughter, and accepting the place
she offered him, he was guilty of a breach of confidence;
or reflect, that her entire absence of suspicion imposed
upon him a corresponding honesty toward her.
He fell into a blindness. Without dreaming for
a moment that she designed to encourage his passion
for Rose, he yet beheld himself in the light she had
cast on him; and, received as her daughter’s
friend, it seemed to him not so utterly monstrous
that he might be her daughter’s lover.
A haughty, a grand, or a too familiar manner, would
have kept his eyes clearer on his true condition.
Lady Jocelyn spoke to his secret nature, and eclipsed
in his mind the outward aspects with which it was warring.
To her he was a gallant young man, a fit companion
for Rose, and when she and Sir Franks said, and showed
him, that they were glad to know him, his heart swam
in a flood of happiness they little suspected.
This was another of the many forms of intoxication
to which circumstances subjected the poor lover.
In Fallow field, among impertinent young men, Evan’s
pride proclaimed him a tailor. At Beckley Court,
acted on by one genuine soul, he forgot it, and felt
elate in his manhood. The shades of Tailordom
dispersed like fog before the full South-west breeze.
When I say he forgot it, the fact was present enough
to him, but it became an outward fact: he had
ceased to feel it within him. It was not a portion
of his being, hard as Mrs. Mel had struck to fix it.
Consequently, though he was in a far worse plight
than when he parted with Rose on board the Jocasta,
he felt much less of an impostor now. This may
have been partly because he had endured his struggle
with the Demogorgon the Countess painted to him in
such frightful colours, and found him human after
all; but it was mainly owing to the hearty welcome
Lady Jocelyn had extended to him as the friend of
Rose.