Sandra Belloni — Volume 5 eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 102 pages of information about Sandra Belloni — Volume 5.

Sandra Belloni — Volume 5 eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 102 pages of information about Sandra Belloni — Volume 5.
than a girl’s.  For Charlotte would have felt:  “With this love that I have craved for, you give me life.”  And she would have thanked him for both, exultingly, to feel:  “I can repay you as no girl could do;” though she had none of the rage of love to give; as it was, she thought conscientiously that she could help him.  She liked him:  his peculiar suppleness of a growing mind, his shrouded sensibility, in conjunction with his reputation for an evidently quite reliable prompt courage, and the mask he wore, which was to her transparent, pleased her and touched her fancy.

Nor was he so vain of his person as to make him seem like a boy to her.  He affected maturity.  He could pass a mirror on his right or his left without an abstracted look over either shoulder;—­a poor example, but worth something to a judge of young men.  Indeed, had she chosen from a crowd, the choice would have been one of his age.  She was too set for an older man; but a youth aspiring to be older than he was; whose faults she saw and forgave; whose merits supplied two or three of her own deficiencies; whom her station might help to elevate; to whom she might come as a benefactress; feeling so while she accomplished her own desire;—­such a youth was everything to her, as she awoke to discover after having played with him a season.  If she lost him, what became of her?  Even if she had rejoiced in a mother to plot and play,—­to bait and snare for her, her time was slipping, and the choosers among her class were wary.  Her spirit, besides, was high and elective.  It was gradually stooping to nature, but would never have bowed to a fool, or, save under protest, to one who gave all.  On Wilfrid she had fixed her mind:  so, therefore, she bore the remembrance of the recent scene without much fretting at her burdens;—­the more, that Wilfrid had in no way shamed her; and the more, that the heat of Emilia’s love played round him and illumined him.  This borrowing of the passion of another is not uncommon.

At daybreak Mrs. Chump was abroad.  She had sat up for Wilfrid almost through the night.  “Oh! the arr’stocracy!” she breathed exclamations, as she swept along the esplanade.  “I’ll be killed and murdered if I tell a word.”  Meeting Captain Gambier, she fell into a great agitation, and explained it as an anxiety she entertained for Wilfrid; when, becoming entangled in the mesh of questions, she told all she knew, and nearly as much as she suspected:  which fatal step to retrieve, she entreated his secresy.  Adela was now seen fluttering hastily up the walk, fresh as a creature of the sea-wave.  Before Mrs. Chump could summon her old wrath of yesterday, she was kissed, and to the arch interrogation as to what she had done with this young lady’s brother, replied by telling the tale of the night again.  Mrs. Chump was ostentatiously caressed into a more comfortable opinion of the world’s morality, for the nonce.  Invited by them to breakfast at the hotel, she hurried back to her villa for a flounced dress and a lace cap of some pretensions, while they paced the shore.

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