tender cherishing epithet’s of love in the nest.
She was there—she moved somewhere about
like a silver flame in the dear old house, doing her
sweet household duties. His blood began to sing:
O happy those within, to see her, and be about her!
By some extraordinary process he contrived to cast
a sort of glory round the burly person of Farmer Blaize
himself. And oh! to have companionship with
a seraph one must know a seraph’s bliss, and
was not young Tom to be envied? The smell of
late clematis brought on the wind enwrapped him, and
went to his brain, and threw a light over the old
red-brick house, for he remembered where it grew, and
the winter rose-tree, and the jessamine, and the
passion-flower: the garden in front with the
standard roses tended by her hands; the long wall to
the left striped by the branches of the cherry, the
peep of a further garden through the wall, and then
the orchard, and the fields beyond—the happy
circle of her dwelling! it flashed before his eyes
while he looked on the darkness. And yet it was
the reverse of hope which kindled this light and inspired
the momentary calm he experienced: it was despair
exaggerating delusion, wilfully building up on a groundless
basis. “For the tenacity of true passion
is terrible,” says The Pilgrim’s Scrip:
“it will stand against the hosts of heaven,
God’s great array of Facts, rather than surrender
its aim, and must be crushed before it will succumb—sent
to the lowest pit!” He knew she was not there;
she was gone. But the power of a will strained
to madness fought at it, kept it down, conjured forth
her ghost, and would have it as he dictated.
Poor youth! the great array of facts was in due order
of march.
He had breathed her name many times, and once over-loud;
almost a cry for her escaped him. He had not
noticed the opening of a door and the noise of a foot
along the gravel walk. He was leaning over Cassandra’s
uneasy neck watching the one window intently, when
a voice addressed him out of the darkness.
“Be that you, young gentleman?—Mr.
Fev’rel?”
Richard’s trance was broken. “Mr.
Blaize!” he said; recognizing the farmer’s
voice.
“Good even’n t’ you, sir,”
returned the farmer. “I knew the mare though
I didn’t know you. Rather bluff to-night
it be. Will ye step in, Mr. Fev’rel? it’s
beginning’ to spit,—going to be a
wildish night, I reckon.”
Richard dismounted. The farmer called one of
his men to hold the mare, and ushered the young man
in. Once there, Richard’s conjurations
ceased. There was a deadness about the rooms
and passages that told of her absence. The walls
he touched—these were the vacant shells
of her. He had never been in the house since
he knew her, and now what strange sweetness, and what
pangs!
Young Tom Blaize was in the parlour, squared over
the table in open-mouthed examination of an ancient
book of the fashions for a summer month which had
elapsed during his mother’s minority. Young
Tom was respectfully studying the aspects of the radiant
beauties of the polite work. He also was a thrall
of woman, newly enrolled, and full of wonder.