give them everything they need. That’s due
to her and to the child, and it’s due to you;
and if she’ll come I’ll do my best to
make her happy while she lives. I heard about
five years ago from a man who worked for a short time
in Farguson’s ship-yard how she was suffering,
and what names the people called the child, and my
one thought ever since has been to do the decent thing
by both. I couldn’t then, for I was living
in a hut back in the mountains a thousand miles from
the coast, or tramping from place to place; so I kept
still. He told me, too, how you felt toward me,
and I didn’t want to come and have bad blood
between us, and so I stayed on. When Olssen Strom,
my foreman, sailed for Perth Amboy, where they are
making some machinery for the company, I thought I’d
try again, so I sent him to find out. One thing
in your letter is wrong. I never went to the
hospital with yellow fever; some of the men had it
aboard ship, and I took one of them to the ward the
night I ran away. The doctor at the hospital wanted
my name, and I gave it, and this may have been how
they thought it was me, but I did not intend to deceive
you or anybody else, nor cover up any tracks.
Yes, father, I’m coming home. If you’ll
hold out your hand to me I’ll take it gladly.
I’ve had a hard time since I left you; you’d
forgive me if you knew how hard it has been.
I haven’t had anybody out here to care whether
I lived or died, and I would like to see how it feels.
But if you don’t I can’t help it.
My hope is that Lucy and the boy will feel differently.
There is a steamer sailing from here next Wednesday;
she goes direct to Amboy, and you may expect me on
her. Your son,
“Barton.”
“It’s him, Tod,” cried the captain,
shaking the letter over his head; “it’s
him!” The tears stood in his eyes now, his voice
trembled; his iron nerve was giving way. “Alive,
and comin’ home! Be here next week!
Keep the door shut, boy, till I pull myself together.
Oh, my God, Tod, think of it! I haven’t
had a day’s peace since I druv him out nigh
on to twenty year ago. He hurt me here”—and
he pointed to his breast—“where I
couldn’t forgive him. But it’s all
over now. He’s come to himself like a man,
and he’s square and honest, and he’s goin’
to stay home till everything is straightened out.
O God! it can’t be true! it can’t
be true!”
He was sobbing now, his face hidden by his wrist
and the cuff of his coat, the big tears striking his
pea-jacket and bounding off. It had been many
years since these springs had yielded a drop—not
when anybody could see. They must have scalded
his rugged cheeks as molten metal scalds a sand-pit.
Tod stood amazed. The outburst was a revelation.
He had known the captain ever since he could remember,
but always as an austere, exacting man.
“I’m glad, captain,” Tod said simply;
“the men’ll be glad, too. Shall I
tell ’em?”
The captain raised his head.
“Wait a minute, son.” His heart was
very tender, all discipline was forgotten now; and
then he had known Tod from his boyhood. “I’ll
go myself and tell ’em,” and he drew his
hand across his eyes as if to dry them. “Yes,
tell ’em. Come, I’ll go ’long
with ye and tell ’em myself. I ain’t
’shamed of the way I feel, and the men won’t
be ’shamed neither.”