And so the day on which he had put the polish on his material estate died out with the chiming of the stable clock; and another began for Jolyon in the shadow of a spiritual disorder which could not be so rounded off and polished....

But Jon, whose room had once been his day nursery, lay awake too, the prey of a sensation disputed by those who have never known it, “love at first sight!” He had felt it beginning in him with the glint of those dark eyes gazing into his athwart the Juno—­a conviction that this was his ‘dream’; so that what followed had seemed to him at once natural and miraculous.  Fleur!  Her name alone was almost enough for one who was terribly susceptible to the charm of words.  In a homoeopathic Age, when boys and girls were co-educated, and mixed up in early life till sex was almost abolished, Jon was singularly old-fashioned.  His modern school took boys only, and his holidays had been spent at Robin Hill with boy friends, or his parents alone.  He had never, therefore, been inoculated against the germs of love by small doses of the poison.  And now in the dark his temperature was mounting fast.  He lay awake, featuring Fleur—­as they called it—­recalling her words, especially that “Au revoir!” so soft and sprightly.

He was still so wide awake at dawn that he got up, slipped on tennis shoes, trousers, and a sweater, and in silence crept downstairs and out through the study window.  It was just light; there was a smell of grass.  ‘Fleur!’ he thought; ‘Fleur!’ It was mysteriously white out of doors, with nothing awake except the birds just beginning to chirp.  ’I’ll go down into the coppice,’ he thought.  He ran down through the fields, reached the pond just as the sun rose, and passed into the coppice.  Bluebells carpeted the ground there; among the larch-trees there was mystery—­the air, as it were, composed of that romantic quality.  Jon sniffed its freshness, and stared at the bluebells in the sharpening light.  Fleur!  It rhymed with her!  And she lived at Mapleduram—­a jolly name, too, on the river somewhere.  He could find it in the atlas presently.  He would write to her.  But would she answer?  Oh!  She must.  She had said “Au revoir!” Not good-bye!  What luck that she had dropped her handkerchief!  He would never have known her but for that.  And the more he thought of that handkerchief, the more amazing his luck seemed.  Fleur!  It certainly rhymed with her!  Rhythm thronged his head; words jostled to be joined together; he was on the verge of a poem.

Jon remained in this condition for more than half an hour, then returned to the house, and getting a ladder, climbed in at his bedroom window out of sheer exhilaration.  Then, remembering that the study window was open, he went down and shut it, first removing the ladder, so as to obliterate all traces of his feeling.  The thing was too deep to be revealed to mortal soul-even-to his mother.

IV