The Forsyte Saga - Complete eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 1,232 pages of information about The Forsyte Saga.

The Forsyte Saga - Complete eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 1,232 pages of information about The Forsyte Saga.

“Suppose we go and sit in Kensington Gardens instead?” and added with a twinkle:  “No prancing up and down there,” as if she had been in the secret of his thoughts.

Leaving the carriage, they entered those select precincts, and strolled towards the water.

“You’ve gone back to your maiden name, I see,” he said:  “I’m not sorry.”

She slipped her hand under his arm:  “Has June forgiven me, Uncle Jolyon?”

He answered gently:  “Yes—­yes; of course, why not?”

“And have you?”

“I?  I forgave you as soon as I saw how the land really lay.”  And perhaps he had; his instinct had always been to forgive the beautiful.

She drew a deep breath.  “I never regretted—­I couldn’t.  Did you ever love very deeply, Uncle Jolyon?”

At that strange question old Jolyon stared before him.  Had he?  He did not seem to remember that he ever had.  But he did not like to say this to the young woman whose hand was touching his arm, whose life was suspended, as it were, by memory of a tragic love.  And he thought:  ’If I had met you when I was young I—­I might have made a fool of myself, perhaps.’  And a longing to escape in generalities beset him.

“Love’s a queer thing,” he said, “fatal thing often.  It was the Greeks—­wasn’t it?—­made love into a goddess; they were right, I dare say, but then they lived in the Golden Age.”

“Phil adored them.”

Phil!  The word jarred him, for suddenly—­with his power to see all round a thing, he perceived why she was putting up with him like this.  She wanted to talk about her lover!  Well!  If it was any pleasure to her!  And he said:  “Ah!  There was a bit of the sculptor in him, I fancy.”

“Yes.  He loved balance and symmetry; he loved the whole-hearted way the Greeks gave themselves to art.”

Balance!  The chap had no balance at all, if he remembered; as for symmetry—­clean-built enough he was, no doubt; but those queer eyes of his, and high cheek-bones—­Symmetry?

“You’re of the Golden Age, too, Uncle Jolyon.”

Old Jolyon looked round at her.  Was she chaffing him?  No, her eyes were soft as velvet.  Was she flattering him?  But if so, why?  There was nothing to be had out of an old chap like him.

“Phil thought so.  He used to say:  ’But I can never tell him that I admire him.’”

Ah!  There it was again.  Her dead lover; her desire to talk of him!  And he pressed her arm, half resentful of those memories, half grateful, as if he recognised what a link they were between herself and him.

“He was a very talented young fellow,” he murmured.  “It’s hot; I feel the heat nowadays.  Let’s sit down.”

They took two chairs beneath a chestnut tree whose broad leaves covered them from the peaceful glory of the afternoon.  A pleasure to sit there and watch her, and feel that she liked to be with him.  And the wish to increase that liking, if he could, made him go on: 

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