Martie, the Unconquered eBook

Kathleen Norris
This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 456 pages of information about Martie, the Unconquered.

Martie, the Unconquered eBook

Kathleen Norris
This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 456 pages of information about Martie, the Unconquered.

Mentally, morally, physically, the little family steadily descended.  With Martie too ill to do more than drag herself through the autumn days, Wallace idle and ugly, Isabeau overworked and discontented, and bills accumulating on every side, there was no saving element left.  Desperately the wife and mother plodded on; the children must have milk and bread, the rent-collector must be pacified if not satisfied.  Everything else was unimportant.  Her own appearance mattered nothing, the appearance of the house mattered nothing.  She pinned the children’s clothing when their buttons disappeared; she slipped a coat wearily over her house-dress, and went to the delicatessen store five minutes before dinner-time.  She was thin enough now,—­Martie, who had always longed to be thin.  Sometimes, sitting on the side of an unmade bed, with a worn little shirt of Ted’s held languidly in her hands, she would call the maid.

“Isabeau!  Hasn’t Teddy a clean shirt?”

“No, ma’am!  You put two them shirts in yo’ basket ‘n’ says how you’s going to fix ’em!”

“I must get at those shirts,” Martie would muse helplessly.  “Come, Ted, look what you’re doing!  Pay attention, dear!”

“Man come with yo meat bill, Mis’ Ban’ster,” Isabeau might add, lingering in the doorway.  “Ah says you’s out.”

“Thank you, Isabeau.”  Perhaps Martie would laugh forlornly.  “Never mind—­things must change!  We can’t go on this way!”

Suddenly, she was ill.  Without warning, without the slip or stumble or running upstairs that she was quite instinctively avoiding, the accident befell.  Martie, sobered, took to her bed, and sent Isabeau flying for Dr. Converse, the old physician whose pleasant wife had often spoken to Teddy in the market.  Strange—­strange, that she who so loved children should be reduced now to mere thankfulness that the little life was not to be, mere gratitude for an opportunity to lie quiet in bed!

“For I suppose I should stay in bed for a few days?” Martie asked the doctor.  Until she was told she might get up.  Very well, but he must remember that she had a husband and two children to care for, and make that soon.

Dr. Converse did not smile in answer.  After a while she knew why.  The baffling weakness did not go, the pain and restlessness seemed to have been hers forever.  Day after day she lay helpless; while Isabeau grumbled, Margar fretted, and Teddy grew noisy and unmanageable.  Wallace was rarely at home, the dirt and confusion of the house rode Martie’s sick brain like a nightmare.  She told herself, as she lay longing for an appetizing meal, an hour’s freedom from worry, that there was a point beyond which no woman might be expected to bear things, that if life went on in this way she must simply turn her face to the wall and die.

Ghost-white, she was presently on her feet.  The unbearable had been borne.  She was getting well again; ridden with debts, and as shabby and hopeless as it could well be, the Bannister family staggered on.  Money problems buzzed about Martie’s eyes like a swarm of midges:  Isabeau had paid this charge of seventy cents, there was a drug bill for six dollars and ten cents—­eighty cents, a dollar and forty cents, sixty-five cents—­the little sums cropped up on all sides.

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