While Mrs. N—– remained at P—– she did not want for any comfort. Her children were clothed and her rent paid by her benevolent friends, and her house supplied with food and many comforts from the same source. Respected and beloved by all who knew her, it would have been well had she never left the quiet asylum where for several years she enjoyed tranquillity and a respectable competence from her school; but in an evil hour she followed her worthless husband to the Southern States, and again suffered all the woes which drunkenness inflicts upon the wives and children of its degraded victims.
THE CONVICT’S WIFE
Pale matron! I see thee in agony
steep
The pillow on which thy young innocents
sleep;
Their slumbers are tranquil, unbroken
their rest,
They know not the grief that convulses
thy breast;
They mark not the glance of that red,
swollen eye,
That must weep till the fountain of sorrow
is dry;
They guess not thy thoughts in this moment
of dread,
Thou desolate widow, but not of the dead!
Ah, what are thy feelings, whilst gazing
on those,
Who unconsciously smile in their balmy
repose,—
The pangs which thy grief-stricken bosom
must prove
Whilst gazing through tears on those pledges
of love,
Who murmur in slumber the dear, cherish’d
name
Of that sire who has cover’d his
offspring with shame,—
Of that husband whom justice has wrench’d
from thy side
Of the wretch, who the laws of his country
defied?
Poor, heart-broken mourner! thy tears
faster flow,
Time can bring no oblivion to banish thy
woe;
The sorrows of others are soften’d
by years.
Ah, what now remains for thy portion but
tears?
Anxieties ceaseless, renew’d day
by day,
While thy heart yearns for one who is
ever away.
No hope speeds thy thoughts as they traverse
the wave
To the far-distant land of the exile and
slave.
And those children, whose birth with such
rapture was hail’d,
When the holiest feelings of nature prevail’d,
And the bright drops that moisten’d
the father’s glad cheek
Could alone the deep transport of happiness
speak;
When he turn’d from his first-born
with glances of pride,
In grateful devotion to gaze on his bride,
The loved and the loving, who, silent
with joy,
Alternately gazed from the sire to his
boy.
Ah! what could induce the young husband
to fling
Love’s garland away in life’s
beautiful spring,
To scatter the roses Hope wreath’d
for her brow
In the dust, and abandon his partner to
woe?
The wine-cup can answer. The Bacchanal’s
bowl
Corrupted life’s chalice, and poison’d
his soul.
It chill’d the warm heart, added
fire to the brain,
Gave to pleasure and passion unbridled
the rein;
Till the gentle endearments of children
and wife
Only roused the fell demon to anger and
strife.