“Come, I’ll tell you all about it; I know the world would laugh at me for calling such an act murder; and yet I have been such a miserable man ever since, that I feel it was.

“There was a noted leader among the rebel Buenos-Ayreans, whom the government wanted much to get hold of.  He was a fine, dashing, handsome fellow; I had often seen him, but we never came to close quarters.  One night, I was lying wrapped up in my poncho at the bottom of my boat, which was rocking in the surf, waiting for two of my men, who were gone on shore.  There came to the shore, this man and one of his people, and they stood so near the boat, that I could distinctly hear their conversation.  I suppose it was the devil who tempted me to put a bullet through the man’s heart.  He was an enemy to the flag under which I fought, but he was no enemy to me—­I had no right to become his executioner; but still the desire to kill him, for the mere devilry of the thing, came so strongly upon me that I no longer tried to resist it.  I rose slowly upon my knees; the moon was shining very bright at the time, both he and his companion were too earnestly engaged to see me, and I deliberately shot him through the body.  He fell with a heavy groan back into the water; but I caught the last look he threw upon the moonlight skies before his eyes glazed in death.  Oh, that look!—­so full of despair, of unutterable anguish; it haunts me yet—­it will haunt me for ever.  I would not have cared if I had killed him in strife—­but in cold blood, and he so unsuspicious of his doom!  Yes, it was murder; I know by this constant tugging at my heart that it was murder.  What do you say to it?”

“I should think as you do, Mr. Malcolm.  It is a terrible thing to take away the life of a fellow-creature without the least provocation.”

“Ah!  I know you would blame me; but he was an enemy after all; I had a right to kill him; I was hired by the government under whom I served to kill him; and who shall condemn me?”

“No one more than your own heart.”

“It is not the heart, but the brain, that must decide in questions of right and wrong,” said he.  “I acted from impulse, and shot that man; had I reasoned upon it for five minutes, the man would be living now.  But what’s done cannot be undone.  Did I ever show you the work I wrote upon South America?”

“Are you an author,” said I, incredulously.

“To be sure I am.  Murray offered me 100 pounds for my manuscript, but I would not take it.  Shall I read to you some passages from it?”

I am sorry to say that his behaviour in the morning was uppermost in my thoughts, and I had no repugnance in refusing.

“No, don’t trouble yourself.  I have the dinner to cook, and the children to attend to, which will cause a constant interruption; you had better defer it to some other time.”

“I shan’t ask you to listen to me again,” said he, with a look of offended vanity; but he went to his trunk, and brought out a large Ms., written on foolscap, which he commenced reading to himself with an air of great self-importance, glancing from time to time at me, and smiling disdainfully.  Oh, how glad I was when the door opened, and the return of Moodie broke up this painful tete-a-tete.