a wine too spirituous shatters the fragile vase; we
cannot now call up other names from the dim limbus
of the past, in which so many indistinct images, such
doubtful sympathies, such indefinite projects and
uncertain beliefs, are forever surging and hurtling.
Perhaps there is no one among us, who, in looking
through the long vista, would not meet the ghost of
some feeling whose shadowy form he would find impossible
to pass! Among the varied interests, the burning
desires, the restless tendencies surging through the
epoch in which so many high hearts and brilliant intellects
were fortuitously thrown together, how few of them,
alas! possessed sufficient vitality to enable them
to resist the numberless causes of death, surrounding
every idea, every feeling, as well as every individual
life, from the cradle to the grave! Even during
the moments of the troubled existence of the emotions
now past, how many of them escaped that saddest of
all human judgments: “Happy, oh, happy were
it dead! Far happier had it never been born!”
Among the varied feelings with which so many noble
hearts throbbed high, were there indeed many which
never incurred this fearful malediction? Like
the suicide lover in Mickiewicz’s poem, who
returns to life in the land of the Dead only to renew
the dreadful suffering of his earth life, perhaps
among all the emotions then so vividly felt there
is not a single one which, could it again live, would
reappear without the disfigurements, the brandings,
the bruises, the mutilations, which were inflicted
on its early beauty, which so deeply sullied its primal
innocence! And if we should persist in recalling
these melancholy ghosts of dead thoughts and buried
feelings from the heavy folds of the shroud, would
they not actually appal us, because so few of them
possessed sufficient purity and celestial radiance
to redeem them from the shame of being utterly disowned,
entirely repudiated, by those whose bliss or torment
they formed during the passionate hours of their absolute
rule? In very pity ask us not to call from the
Dead, ghosts whose resurrection would be so painful!
Who could bear the sepulchral ghastly array?
Who would willingly call them from their sheeted sleep?
If our ideas, thoughts, and feelings were indeed to
be suddenly aroused from the unquiet grave in which
they lie buried, and an account demanded from them
of the good and evil which they have severally produced
in the hearts in which they found so generous an asylum,
and which they have confused, overwhelmed, illumined,
devastated, ruined, broken, as chance or destiny willed,—who
could hope to endure the replies that would be made
to questions so searching?