“At Normandin, at Mistassini and the other places we have lived I always worked hard; no one can say nay to that.  Many an acre of forest have I cleared and I have built houses and barns, always saying to myself that one day we should have a comfortable farm where your mother would live as do the women in the old parishes, with fine smooth fields all about the house as far as the eye could see, a kitchen garden, handsome well-fed cattle in the farm-yard ...  And, after it all, here is she dead in this half-savage spot, leagues from other houses and churches, and so near the bush that some nights one can hear the foxes bark.  And it is my fault that she has died so ...  My fault ...  My fault.”  Remorse seized him; be shook his head at the pity of it, his eyes upon the floor.

“Many times it happened, after we had spent five or six years in one place and all had gone well, that we were beginning to get together a nice property—­good pasturage, broad fields ready for sowing, a house lined inside with pictures from the papers ...  Then people came and settled about us; we bad but to wait a little, working on quietly, and soon we should have been in the midst of a well-to-do settlement where Laura could have passed the rest of her days in happiness ...  And then all of a sudden I lost heart; I grew sick and tired of my work and of the countryside; I began to hate the very faces of those who had taken up land near-by and used to come to see us, thinking that we should be pleased to have a visitor after being so long out of the way of them.  I heard people saying that farther off toward the head of the Lake there was good land in the forest; that some folk from St. Gedeon spoke of settling over on that side; and forthwith I began to hunger and thirst for this spot they were talking about, that I had never seen in my life and where not a soul lived, as for the place of my birth ...

“Well, in those days, when the work was done, instead of smoking beside the stove I would go out to the door-step and sit there without moving, like a man homesick and lonely; and everything I saw in front of me—­the place I had made with these two hands after so much of labour and sweat—­the fields, the fences, over to the rocky knoll that shut us in—­I detested them all till I seemed ready to go out of my mind at the very sight of them.

“And then your mother would come quietly up behind me.  She also would look out across our place, and I knew that she was pleased with it to the bottom of her heart because it was beginning to look like the old parish where she had grown up, and where she would so gladly have spent her days.  But instead of telling me that I was no better than a silly old fool for wishing to leave—­as most women would have done-and finding hard things to say about my folly, she only sighed a little as she thought of the drudgery that was to begin all over again somewhere back in the woods, and kindly and softly she would say to me:—­’Well,