Their eyes met. The game had grown very perilous. “Men may remember the princess,” she replied, “but forget the woman.”
“If it weren’t for the woman inside the princess; what reason should I have for remembering?” he asked.
She fenced. “But, as it is, you don’t see me very often.”
“I know. But you are here—to be seen—not when I want you, for that would be every hour of the day—but, at least, in times of emergency. You are here, all the same, in the atmosphere of my life.”
“And if I go abroad I shall no longer be in that atmosphere? Did I not say you would forget?”
She laughed. Then quickly started forward, and, elbow on knee and chin on palm, regarded him brightly. “We are talking like a couple of people out of Mademoiselle de Scudery,” she said before he had time to reply. “And we are in the twentieth century, mon pauvre ami. We must be sensible. I know that you will miss me. And I will miss you too. Mais que voulez-vous? We have to obey the laws of the world we live in.”
“Need we?” asked Paul daringly. “Why need we?”
“We must. I must go away to my own country. You must stay in yours and work and fulfill your ambitions.” She paused. “I want you to be a great man,” she said, with a strange tenderness in her voice.
“With you by my side,” said he, “I feel I could conquer the earth.”
“As your good friend I shall always be by your side. Vous voyez, mon cher Paul,” she went on quickly in French. “I am not quite as people see me. I am a woman who is lonely and not too happy, who has had disillusions which have embittered her life. You know my history. It is public property. But I am young. And my heart is healed—and it craves faith and tenderness and—and friendship. I have many to flatter me. I am not too ugly. Many men pay their court to me, but they do not touch my heart. None of them even interest me. I don’t know why. And then I have my rank, which imposes on me its obligations. Sometimes I wish I were a little woman of nothing at all, so that I could do as I like. Mais enfin, I do what I can. You have come, Paul Savelli, with your youth and your faith and your genius, and you pay your court to me like the others. Yes, it is true—and as long as it was amusing, I let it go on. But now that you interest me, it is different. I want your success. I want it with all my heart. It is a little something in my life—I confess it—quelque chose de tres joli—and I will not spoil it. So let us be good friends, frank and loyal—without any Scudery.” She looked at him with eyes that had lost their languor—a sweet woman’s eyes, a little moist, very true. “And now,” she said, “will you be so kind as to put a log on the fire.”
Paul rose and threw a log on the glowing embers, and stood by her side. He was deeply moved. Never before had she so spoken. Never before had she afforded a glimpse of the real woman. Her phrases, so natural, so sincere, in her own tongue, and so caressive, stirred the best in him. The glamour passed from the royal lady; only the sweet and beautiful woman remained.