And have your masks and your ruses, that ye may be
mistaken for what you are, or somewhat feared!
And pray, don’t forget the garden, the garden
with golden trellis-work! And have people around
you who are as a garden—or as music on
the waters at eventide, when already the day becomes
a memory. Choose the
good solitude, the free,
wanton, lightsome solitude, which also gives you the
right still to remain good in any sense whatsoever!
How poisonous, how crafty, how bad, does every long
war make one, which cannot be waged openly by means
of force! How
personal does a long fear
make one, a long watching of enemies, of possible
enemies! These pariahs of society, these long-pursued,
badly-persecuted ones—also the compulsory
recluses, the Spinozas or Giordano Brunos—always
become in the end, even under the most intellectual
masquerade, and perhaps without being themselves aware
of it, refined vengeance-seekers and poison-Brewers
(just lay bare the foundation of Spinoza’s ethics
and theology!), not to speak of the stupidity of moral
indignation, which is the unfailing sign in a philosopher
that the sense of philosophical humour has left him.
The martyrdom of the philosopher, his “sacrifice
for the sake of truth,” forces into the light
whatever of the agitator and actor lurks in him; and
if one has hitherto contemplated him only with artistic
curiosity, with regard to many a philosopher it is
easy to understand the dangerous desire to see him
also in his deterioration (deteriorated into a “martyr,”
into a stage-and-tribune-bawler). Only, that
it is necessary with such a desire to be clear
what
spectacle one will see in any case—merely
a satyric play, merely an epilogue farce, merely the
continued proof that the long, real tragedy
is
at an end, supposing that every philosophy
has been a long tragedy in its origin.
26. Every select man strives instinctively for
a citadel and a privacy, where he is free from
the crowd, the many, the majority— where
he may forget “men who are the rule,” as
their exception;— exclusive only of the
case in which he is pushed straight to such men by
a still stronger instinct, as a discerner in the great
and exceptional sense. Whoever, in intercourse
with men, does not occasionally glisten in all the
green and grey colours of distress, owing to disgust,
satiety, sympathy, gloominess, and solitariness, is
assuredly not a man of elevated tastes; supposing,
however, that he does not voluntarily take all this
burden and disgust upon himself, that he persistently
avoids it, and remains, as I said, quietly and proudly
hidden in his citadel, one thing is then certain:
he was not made, he was not predestined for knowledge.
For as such, he would one day have to say to himself:
“The devil take my good taste! but ‘the
rule’ is more interesting than the exception—than
myself, the exception!” And he would go down,
and above all, he would go “inside.”