creations until they are unrecognizable; the “work”
of the artist, of the philosopher, only invents him
who has created it, is reputed to have created
it; the “great men,” as they are reverenced,
are poor little fictions composed afterwards; in the
world of historical values spurious coinage prevails.
Those great poets, for example, such as Byron, Musset,
Poe, Leopardi, Kleist, Gogol (I do not venture to
mention much greater names, but I have them in my
mind), as they now appear, and were perhaps obliged
to be: men of the moment, enthusiastic, sensuous,
and childish, light-minded and impulsive in their
trust and distrust; with souls in which usually some
flaw has to be concealed; often taking revenge with
their works for an internal defilement, often seeking
forgetfulness in their soaring from a too true memory,
often lost in the mud and almost in love with it,
until they become like the Will-o’-the-Wisps
around the swamps, and pretend to be
stars—the people then call them idealists,—often
struggling with protracted disgust, with an ever-reappearing
phantom of disbelief, which makes them cold, and obliges
them to languish for Gloria and devour “faith
as it is” out of the hands of intoxicated adulators:—what
a torment these great artists are and the so-called
higher men in general, to him who has once found them
out! It is thus conceivable that it is just from
woman—who is clairvoyant in the world of
suffering, and also unfortunately eager to help and
save to an extent far beyond her powers—that
they have learnt so readily those outbreaks of
boundless devoted sympathy, which the multitude,
above all the reverent multitude, do not understand,
and overwhelm with prying and self-gratifying interpretations.
This sympathizing invariably deceives itself as to
its power; woman would like to believe that love can
do everything—it is the superstition
peculiar to her. Alas, he who knows the heart
finds out how poor, helpless, pretentious, and blundering
even the best and deepest love is—he finds
that it rather destroys than saves!—It
is possible that under the holy fable and travesty
of the life of Jesus there is hidden one of the most
painful cases of the martyrdom of knowledge about
love: the martyrdom of the most innocent
and most craving heart, that never had enough of any
human love, that demanded love, that demanded
inexorably and frantically to be loved and nothing
else, with terrible outbursts against those who refused
him their love; the story of a poor soul insatiated
and insatiable in love, that had to invent hell to
send thither those who would not love him—and
that at last, enlightened about human love, had to
invent a God who is entire love, entire capacity
for love—who takes pity on human love,
because it is so paltry, so ignorant! He who
has such sentiments, he who has such knowledge
about love—seeks for death!—But
why should one deal with such painful matters?
Provided, of course, that one is not obliged to do
so.