I had with me in safe hands. I sought out the
leading banker in Palermo, and introducing myself
under my adopted name, I stated that I had newly returned
to Sicily after some years’ absence. He
received me well, and though he appeared astonished
at the large amount of wealth I had brought, he was
eager and willing enough to make satisfactory arrangements
with me for its safe keeping, including the bag of
jewels, some of which, from their unusual size and
luster, excited his genuine admiration. Seeing
this, I pressed on his acceptance a fine emerald and
two large brilliants, all unset, and requested him
to have a ring made of them for his own wear.
Surprised at my generosity, he at first refused—but
his natural wish to possess such rare gems finally
prevailed, and he took them, overpowering me with
thanks—while I was perfectly satisfied to
see that I had secured his services so thoroughly
by my jeweled bribe, that he either forgot, or else
saw no necessity to ask me for personal references,
which in my position would have been exceeding difficult,
if not impossible, to obtain. When this business
transaction was entirely completed, I devoted myself
to my next consideration—which was to disguise
myself so utterly that no one should possibly be able
to recognize the smallest resemblance in me to the
late Fabio Romani, either by look, voice, or trick
of manner. I had always worn a mustache—it
had turned white in company with my hair. I now
allowed my beard to grow—it came out white
also. But in contrast with these contemporary
signs of age, my face began to fill up and look young
again; my eyes, always large and dark, resumed their
old flashing, half-defiant look—a look,
which it seemed to me, would make some familiar suggestion
to those who had once known me as I was before I died.
Yes—they spoke of things that must be forgotten
and unuttered; what should I do with these tell-tale
eyes of mine?
I thought, and soon decided. Nothing was easier
than to feign weak sight-sight that was dazzled by
the heat and brilliancy of the southern sunshine,
I would wear smoke-colored glasses. I bought them
as soon as the idea occurred to me, and alone in my
room before the mirror I tried their effect.
I was satisfied; they perfectly completed the disguise
of my face. With them and my white hair and beard,
I looked like a well-preserved man of fifty-five or
so, whose only physical ailment was a slight affection
of the eyes.
The next thing to alter was my voice. I had,
naturally, a peculiarly soft voice and a rapid, yet
clear, enunciation, and it was my habit, as it is
the habit of almost every Italian, to accompany my
words with the expressive pantomime of gesture.
I took myself in training as an actor studies for
a particular part. I cultivated a harsh accent,
and spoke with deliberation and coldness—occasionally
with a sort of sarcastic brusquerie, carefully avoiding
the least movement of hands or head during converse.