They struck against a hard opposing substance above
me. Quick as lightning then the truth flashed
upon my mind! I had been buried—buried
alive; this wooden prison that inclosed me was a coffin!
A frenzy surpassing that of an infuriated tiger took
swift possession of me—with hands and nails
I tore and scratched at the accursed boards—with
all the force of my shoulders and arms I toiled to
wrench open the closed lid! My efforts were fruitless!
I grew more ferociously mad with rage and terror.
How easy were all deaths compared to one like this!
I was suffocating—I felt my eyes start
from their sockets—blood sprung from my
mouth and nostrils—and icy drops of sweat
trickled from my forehead. I paused, gasping
for breath. Then, suddenly nerving myself for
one more wild effort, I hurled my limbs with all the
force of agony and desperation against one side of
my narrow prison. It cracked—it split
asunder!—and then—a new and horrid
fear beset me, and I crouched back, panting heavily.
If—if I were buried in the ground—so
ran my ghastly thoughts—of what use to break
open the coffin and let in the mold—the
damp wormy mold, rich with the bones of the dead—the
penetrating mold that would choke up my mouth and
eyes, and seal me into silence forever! My mind
quailed at this idea—my brain tottered
on the verge of madness! I laughed—think
of it!—and my laugh sounded in my ears
like the last rattle in the throat of a dying man.
But I could breathe more easily—even in
the stupefaction of my fears—I was conscious
of air. Yes!—the blessed air had rushed
in somehow. Revived and encouraged as I recognized
this fact, I felt with both hands till I found the
crevice I had made, and then with frantic haste and
strength I pulled and dragged at the wood, till suddenly
the whole side of the coffin gave way, and I was able
to force up the lid. I stretched out my arms—no
weight of earth impeded their movements—I
felt nothing but air— empty air. Yielding
to my first strong impulse, I leaped out of the hateful
box, and fell—fell some little distance,
bruising my hands and knees on what seemed to be a
stone pavement. Something weighty fell also,
with a dull crashing thud close to me. The darkness
was impenetrable. But there was breathing room,
and the atmosphere was cool and refreshing. With
some pain and difficulty I raised myself to a sitting
position where I had fallen. My limbs were stiff
and cramped as well as wounded, and I shivered as
with strong ague. But my senses were clear—the
tangled chain of my disordered thoughts became even
and connected—my previous mad excitement
gradually calmed, and I began to consider my condition.
I had certainly been buried alive—there
was no doubt of that. Intense pain had, I suppose,
resolved itself into a long trance of unconsciousness—the
people of the inn where I had been taken ill had at
once believed me to be dead of cholera, and with the
panic-stricken, indecent haste common in all Italy,