Sparrows: the story of an unprotected girl eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 616 pages of information about Sparrows.

Sparrows: the story of an unprotected girl eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 616 pages of information about Sparrows.

“Was you wanting Piggy?”

“I wanted Mrs Gowler.”

“She’s gone out and taken Oscar with her.”

“When will she be back?”

“Gawd knows.  Was you wanting her pertikler?”

“Not very,” answered Mavis, at which she sought her room.

For four hours, Mavis sat terrified and alone in the poky room, during which her pains gradually increased.  They were still bearable, and not the least comparable to the mental tortures which continually threatened her, owing to the dreariness of her surroundings and her isolation from all human tenderness.  Now and again, she would play with

Jill, or she would remake her bed.  When the horror of her position was violently insistent, she would think long and lovingly of Perigal, and of how he would overwhelm her with caresses and protestations of livelong devotion, could he ever learn of all she had suffered from her surrender at Looe.

About one, the door was thrust open, and Mrs Gowler, hot and perspiring, and wearing her bonnet, came into the room, carrying a plate, fork, knife, and spoon in one hand and a steaming pot in the other.

“’Elp yerself!” cried Mrs Gowler, as she threw the plate and spoon upon the bed and thrust the pot beneath Mavis’s nose.

“It’s coming on,” said Mavis.

“You needn’t tell me that.  I see it in yer face.  ’Elp yerself.”

“But—­”

“I’ll talk to you when I’ve got the dinners.  ’Elp yerself.”

“What is it?” asked Mavis.

“Lovely boiled mutting.  Eat all you can swaller.  You can do with it before you’ve done,” admonished the woman.

Six o’clock found Mavis lying face downwards on the bed, her body racked with pain.  Mrs Gowler sat impassively on the only chair in the room, while Jill watched her mistress with frightened eyes from a corner.  Now and again, when a specially violent pain tormented her body, Mavis would grip the head rail of the bed with her hands, or bite Perigal’s ring, which she wore suspended from her neck.  Once, when Mrs Gowler was considerate enough to wipe away the beads of sweat, which had gathered on the suffering girl’s forehead, Mavis gasped: 

“Is it nearly over?”

“What!  Over!” laughed Mrs Gowler mirthlessly.  “I call that the preliminary canter.”

“Will it be much worse?”

“You’re bound to be worse before you’re better.”

“I can’t—­I can’t bear it!”

“Bite yer wedding ring and trus’ in Gawd,” remarked Mrs Gowler, in the manner of one mechanically repeating a formula.  “This is what some of the gay gentlemen could do with.”

“It’s—­it’s terrible,” moaned Mavis.

“’Cause it’s your first.  When you’ve been here a few times, it’s as easy as kiss me ’and.”

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