shadows of the day, the dreariness of the bleak landscape,
chilled her to the heart. She comforted herself
by reflecting with what eager cheerfulness Perigal
would greet her; how delighted he would be at receiving
from her lips further confirmation of her news; how
loyally he would fulfil his many promises by making
the earliest arrangements for their marriage.
Arrived at her destination, she learned she would have
to wait twelve minutes till the train arrived that
would bring her lover from Wales. She did not
stay in the comparative comfort of the waiting-room,
but, despite the pain that movement still gave her,
preferred to wander in the streets of the dull, quaint
town till his train was due. A thousand doubts
assailed her mind: perhaps he would not come,
or would be angry with her, or would meet with an accident
upon the way. Her mind travelled quickly, and
her body felt the need of keeping pace with the rapidity
of her thoughts. She walked with sharp, nervous
steps down the road leading from the station, to be
pulled up by the insistent pain in her head. She
returned so carefully that Perigal’s train was
steaming into the station as she reached the booking
office. She walked over the bridge to get to his
platform, to be stopped for a few moments by the rush,
roar, and violence of a West of England express, passing
immediately under where she stood. The disturbance
of the passing train stunned and then jarred her overwrought
nerves, causing the pain in her face to get suddenly
worse. As she met those who had got out of the
train Perigal would come by, she wondered if he would
so much as notice the disfigurement of her face.
For her part, if he came to her one-armed and blind,
it would make no difference to her; indeed, she would
love him the more. Perigal stepped from the door
of a first class compartment, seemingly having been
aroused from sleep by a porter; he carried a bag.
Mavis noticed, with a great concern, how careworn
he was looking—a great concern, because,
directly she set eyes on him, she realised the immensity
of her love for him. At that moment she loved
him more than she had ever done before; he was not
only her lover, to whom she had surrendered herself
body and soul, but also the father of her unborn little
one. Faintness threatened her; she clung to the
handle of a weighing machine for support.
“More trouble!” he remarked, as he reached
her.
She looked at him with frightened eyes, finding it
hard to believe the evidence of her ears.
“W-what?” she faltered.
“Heavens!”
“What’s the matter, dear?”
“What have you done to your face?”
“I—I hoped you wouldn’t notice.
I’ve had an abscess.”
“Notice it! Haven’t you looked in
the glass?”
Mavis bit her lip.
“I shouldn’t have thought you could look
so—look like that,” he continued.
“What trouble did you mean?” she found
words to ask.