do. Her clothes, also, supported the impression
that she was a young woman well removed from likelihood
of want. She was obliged to be careful with the
few pounds that she earned at Brandenburg College:
being of an open-handed disposition, this necessity
for economy irked her; but however much she stinted
her inclinations in other directions, she was determined,
as are so many other young women who are thrown on
their own resources, to have one good turn-out in which
to make a brave show to the world. Not that Mavis
spent her money, shop-girl fashion, in buying cheap
flummery which was, at best, a poor and easily recognisable
imitation of the real thing; her purchases were of
the kind that any young gentlewoman, who was not compelled
to take thought for the morrow, might becomingly wear.
As she walked, most of the men she met looked at her
admiringly; some turned to glance at her figure; one
or two retraced their steps and would have overtaken
her, had she not walked purposefully forward.
She was so used to these tributes to her attractiveness,
that she did not give them heed. She could not
help noticing one man; he glanced at her and seemed
as if he were about to raise his hat; when she looked
at him to see if she knew him, she saw that he was
distinguished looking, but a stranger. She hurried
on; presently, she went into a draper’s shop,
where she bought a pair of gloves, but, when she came
out, the good-looking stranger was staring woodenly
at the window. She hastened forward; turning
a corner, she slipped into a tobacconist’s and
newsagent’s, where she bought a packet of her
favourite cigarettes, together with a box of matches.
When she got to the door, her good-looking admirer
was entering the shop. He made way for her, and,
raising his hat, was about to speak: she walked
quickly away and was not troubled with him any more.
When she got to Paddington, she disobeyed Miss Helen’s
injunctions to travel in a compartment reserved for
ladies, but went into an ordinary carriage, which,
by the connivance of the guard, she had to herself.
When the train left Paddington, she put her feet on
the cushions of the opposite seat, with a fine disregard
of railway bye-laws, and lit a cigarette.
It was, perhaps, inevitable that the girl’s
thoughts should incline to the time and the very different
circumstances in which she had last journeyed to Melkbridge.
This was nine years ago, when she had come home for
the holidays from Eastbourne, where she had been to
school. Then, she had had but one care in the
world, this on account of a jaundiced pony to which
she was immoderately attached. Then she suffered
her mind to dwell on the unrestrained grief with which
she had greeted her favourite’s decease; as
she did so, half-forgotten fares, scenes, memories
flitted across her mind. Foremost amongst these
was her father’s face—dignified, loving,
kind. Whenever she thought of him, as now, she
best remembered him as he looked when he told her