Sparrows: the story of an unprotected girl eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 616 pages of information about Sparrows.

Sparrows: the story of an unprotected girl eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 616 pages of information about Sparrows.

“I’ll see.  Why, I’ve lost my watch!”

“Not really?”

“I suppose it was stolen just now.”

“Stolen?”

“Yes, you can see where the chain is snapped.”

“Can’t we do something?”

“What’s the use?”

“But it must be got back.  If it isn’t, I shall feel it’s all my doing.”

“How can that be?  Don’t talk rot.”

“I talked you into giving money away, and—­”

“If you say any more, I’ll be very angry,” he interrupted.  “What’s a watch!”

Although she made no further reference to the matter, she thought the more of the loss he had sustained, which was owing to the representations she had made upon his duty to the needy.  His indifference to the theft of his property the more inclined her in his favour.

As they walked, he was full of kindly anxiety for her present and future welfare.  His ardent sincerity filled her with self-reproaches, the while he continued to express concern for her well-being.  Presently, when they were passing St George’s Hospital, she said: 

“I wish you wouldn’t talk so much about myself.”

“It’s so interesting,” he pleaded.

“Why not talk more about yourself?”

“Never mind me.”

“But I do.  What on earth time will you get to bed?”

“Any time.  It doesn’t matter.”

“Won’t you be tired in the morning?”

“I shouldn’t notice.  I should be thinking of you.”

“Nonsense; you’ll be thinking about breakfast.  Where do you sleep?”

“When I’m up like this, at a hotel in Jermyn Street.”

“Are you comfortable there?”

“I only sleep there.  I breakfast at the club.”

“Where’s that?”

“We passed it on the way down.”

“How you must have wanted to get away!  Your coat’s undone.”

“What of it?”

“Do it up.”

“But—­”

“You’ll take cold.  Do it up or I’ll leave you at once.”

“Don’t be so considerate,” he said, as he obeyed her behest.  “It isn’t kind.”

“Why not?”

“It makes me fonder—­I mean like you ever so much.”

When they reached Sloane Street, he remarked: 

“Do let me drive you.  It’s a shame to make you walk.  You must be quite tired out.”

“I’ll leave you and get a ’bus,” she replied.

“And you won’t give me your address?”

“No.”

Although heavily laden ’buses were constantly passing, she made no pretence of stopping one; not because she had no money:  she had forgotten for the time being that she was penniless.  Her mind was a welter of emotion.  She regretted her sudden tenderness in the matter of his unbuttoned overcoat; she reproached herself for not leaving him directly she had got away from Mrs Hamilton’s; she knew she would never forgive him for having insulted her; the fact of his having kissed her lips seemed in some mysterious way to bind them together; she hated herself for having denied that she was Mavis Keeves.  The many leanings of her mind struggled for precedence; very soon, concern for the lie that she had told the man, who it was now evident wished her well, possessed her to the exclusion of all else.  She suffered tortures of self-reproach, which became all but unendurable.

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