Odo looked at him, not without a confused sense of the irony of such an appeal on such lips, yet with the distinct consciousness that it was uttered in all sincerity, and that, whatever their superficial diversity of view, he and de Crucis were at one on those deeper questions that gave the moment its real significance.
“It is impossible,” he repeated, “that I should go with you.”
De Crucis was again silent, and Odo was aware of the renewed intentness of his scrutiny. “If the lady—” broke from him once; but he checked himself and took a turn in the room.
Meanwhile a resolve was slowly forming itself in Odo. He would not be false to the call which, since his boyhood, had so often made itself heard before the voice of pleasure and self-interest; but he would at least reserve the right to obey it in his own fashion and under conditions which left his private inclination free.
“There may be more than one way of serving one’s fellows,” he said quietly. “Go back without me, abate. Tell my cousin that I resign my rights to the succession. I shall live my own life elsewhere, not unworthily, I hope, but as a private person.”
De Crucis had turned pale. For a moment his habitual self-command seemed about to fail him; and Odo could not but see that a sincere personal regret was mingled with the political agent’s consciousness of failure.
He himself was chiefly aware of a sense of relief, of self-recovery, as though he had at last solved a baffling enigma and found himself once more at one with his fate.
Suddenly he heard a step behind him. Fulvia had re-entered the room. She had put off her drenched cloak, but the hair lay in damp strands on her forehead, deepening her pallor and the lines of weariness under her eyes. She moved across the room, carrying her head high and advancing tranquilly to Odo’s side. Even in that moment of confused emotions he was struck by the nobility of her gait and gesture.
She turned to de Crucis, and Odo had the immediate intuition that she had recognised him.
“Will you let me speak a word privately to the cavaliere Valsecca?” she said.
The other bowed silently and turned away. The door closed on him, and Odo and Fulvia remained alone. For a moment neither spoke; then she said: “That was the abate de Crucis?”
He assented.
She looked at him sadly. “You still believe him to be your friend?”
“Yes,” he answered frankly, “I still believe him to be my friend, and, spite of his cloth, the friend of justice and humanity. But he is here simply as the Duke’s agent. He has been for some time the governor of Prince Ferrante.”
“I knew,” she murmured, “I knew—”
He went up to her and caught her hands. “Why do we waste our time upon him?” he exclaimed impatiently. “Nothing matters but that I am free at last.”
She drew back, gently releasing herself. “Free—?”