A Life's Morning eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 526 pages of information about A Life's Morning.

A Life's Morning eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 526 pages of information about A Life's Morning.

‘I would say yes if I could make up my mind to a marriage at once,’ she answered.  ‘Dear, let me persuade you.’

’The sound of your words persuades too strongly against their sense, Emily,’ he said tenderly.  ’I will not put off our marriage a day longer than forms make necessary.’

‘Wilfrid, let me say what—­’

‘I have scraps of superstition in my nature,’ he broke in with a half laugh.  ’Fate does not often deal so kindly as in giving you to me; I dare not seem even to hesitate before the gift.  It is a test of the worth that is in us.  We meet by chance, and we recognise each other; here is the end for which we might have sought a lifetime; we are not worthy of it if we hold back from paltry considerations.  I dare not leave you, Emily; everything points to one result—­the rejection of the scheme for your return, my father’s free surrender of the decision to myself, the irresistible impulse which has brought me here to you.  Did I tell you that I rose in the middle of the night and went to Charing Cross to telegraph?  It would have done just as well the first thing in the morning, but I could not rest till the message was sent.  I will have no appearances come between us; there shall be no pause till you bear my name and have entered my home; after that, let life do with us what it will.’

Emily drank in the vehement flow of words with delight and fear.  It was this virile eagerness, this force of personality, which had before charmed her thought into passiveness, and made her senses its subject; but a stronger motive of resistance actuated her now.  In her humility she could not deem the instant gain of herself to be an equivalent to him for what he would certainly, and what he might perchance, lose.  She feared that he had disguised his father’s real displeasure, and she could not reconcile herself to the abrupt overthrow of all the purposes Wilfrid had entertained before he knew her.  She strove with all the energy of her own strong character to withstand him for his good.

’Wilfrid, let it at least be postponed till your father’s return.  If his mind is what you say, he will by then have fully accepted your views.  I respect your father.  I owe him consideration; he is prejudiced against me now, and I would gain his goodwill.  Just because we are perfectly independent let us have regard for others; better, a thousand times better, that he should be reconciled to our marriage before it takes place than perforce afterwards.  Is it for my constancy, or your own, that you fear?’

’I do not doubt your love, and my own is unalterable.  I fear circumstances; but what has fear to do with it; I wish to make you my own; the empire of my passion is all-subduing.  I will not wait!  If you refuse me, I have been mistaken; you do not love me.’

‘Those are only words,’ she answered, a proud smile lighting the trouble of her countenance.  ’You have said that you do not doubt my love, and in your heart you cannot.  Answer me one question, Wilfrid:  have you made little of your father’s opposition, in order to spare me pain?  Is it more serious than you are willing to tell me?’

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