sphere, where her wealth and her beauty made her doubly
welcome. From praying by the bedside of a costermonger’s
wife, she would speed away to shine among the brightest
in phantasmagoric drawing-rooms; her mother could
seldom accompany her, but there was always some one
ready to chaperon Beatrice Redwing. Once in the
world from which thought is banished, she seemed as
thoughtless as any. Her spiritual convictions
put no veto even upon dancing. Yet her mood at
such times was not the entire self-abandonment of
the girl who is born but to waltz. In spite of
the sanction of custom, she could not wholly suppress
her virginal instincts, and, however unconsciously,
something in her nature held itself aloof. She
led a life of indecision. Combining in herself
such contradictory elements, she was unable to make
close friendships. Her intimacy with Mrs. Rossall,
which dated from her late childhood, was not the perfect
accord which may subsist between women of very different
characters, yet here she gave and received more sympathy
than elsewhere. It was her frequent saying that
she came to Mrs. Rossall’s house when she wanted
to rest. Here she could be herself, could pass
without interval from pietistic argument to chatter
about her neighbours, could indulge in impulses of
confession as with no one else, could put off the
strain of existence which was the result of her conflicting
impulses. But it was only during a portion of
the year that she could have Mrs. Rossall’s
society at other times, though no one suspected it,
she suffered much from loneliness. With her mother
she was in accord on the subjects of religion and
music, but even natural affection, blending with these
sympathies, could not bring about complete unity in
her home there was the same lack that she experienced
in the outer world. For all her versatility,
she was not in appearance emotional; no one seemed
less likely to be overcome by passion. Her enthusiasms
fell short of the last note of sincerity. Perhaps
it was on this account that she produced no strong
impression, in spite of her beauty. Her personality
suffered on acquaintance from defect of charm.
Was it a half-consciousness of this that led her now
and then into the curious affectation of childishness
already remarked? Did she feel unable to rely
for pleasing upon those genuine possessions which
for sonic reason could never advantageously display
themselves?....
For more than an hour she slept. At her waking she found Minnie standing by her side.
‘Are your lessons over?’ she asked, passing at once into full consciousness, without sign of having slept.
The child replied that they were.
‘Where is Miss Hood?’
‘In the summer-house.’
Beatrice rose, and they walked towards the summer-house together. It was in a corner of the garden, hidden among acacias and laurels, a circular hut in the ordinary style. Patty and the governess were seated within. Beatrice entered, and took a scat with them.