he spent the greater portion of his strength in lines
of study quite apart from the curriculum, and fate
had blessed him with exemption from sordid cares.
He led in a set devoted to what were called advanced
ideas; without flattering himself that he was on the
way to solve the problem of the universe, he had satisfaction
in reviewing the milestones which removed him from
the unconscious man, and already clutched at a measure
of positive wisdom in the suspicion that lie might
shortly have to lay aside his school-books and recommence
his education under other teachers. As yet he
was whole-hearted in the pursuit of learning.
The intellectual audacity which was wont to be the
key-note of his conversation did not, as his detractors
held, indicate mere bumptiousness and defect of self-measurement;
it was simply the florid redundancy of a young mind
which glories in its strength, and plays at victory
in anticipation. It was true that he could not
brook the semblance of inferiority; if it were only
five minutes’ chat in the Quad, he must come
off with a phrase or an epigram; so those duller heads
who called Athel affected were not wholly without their
justification. Those who shrugged their shoulders
with the remark that he was overdoing it, and would
not last out to the end of the race, enjoyed a more
indisputable triumph. One evening, when Athel
was taking the brilliant lead in an argument on ’Fate,
free-will, foreknowledge absolute,’ his brain
began to whirl, tobacco-smoke seemed to have dulled
all the lights before his eyes, and he fell from his
chair in a fainting-fit.
He needed nothing but rest; that, however, was imperative.
Mr. Athel brought him to London, and the family went
down at once to their house in Surrey. Wilfrid
was an only son and an only child. His father
had been a widower for nearly ten years; for the last
three his house had been directed by a widowed sister,
Mrs. Rossall, who had twin girls. Mr. Athel found
it no particular hardship to get away from town and
pursue his work at The Firs, a delightful house in
the midst of Surrey’s fairest scenery, nor would
Mrs. Rossall allow that the surrender of high season
cost her any effort. This lady had just completed
her thirty-second year; her girls were in their tenth.
She was comely and knew it, but a constitutional indolence
had preserved her from becoming a woman of fashion,
and had nurtured in her a reflective mood, which, if
it led to no marked originality of thought, at all
events contributed to an appearance of culture.
At the time of her husband’s death she was at
the point where graceful inactivity so often degenerates
into slovenliness. Mrs. Rossall’s homekeeping
tendencies and the growing childhood of her twins
tended to persuade her that her youth was gone; even
the new spring fashions stirred her to but languid
interest, and her music, in which she had some attainments,
was all but laid aside. With widowhood began
a new phase of her life. Her mourning was unaffected;