harm upon what it affected to hold dear. The
Love of Emily’s worship was a spirit of passionate
benignity, of ecstatic calm, holy in renunciations,
pure unutterably in supreme attainment. Her knowledge
of life was insufficient to allow her to deal justly
with love as exhibited in Dagworthy; its gross side
was too offensively prominent; her experience gave
her no power of rightly appreciating this struggle
of the divine flame in a dense element. Living,
and having ever lived, amid idealisms, she was too
subjective in her interpretation of phenomena so new
to her. It would have been easier for her to
judge impartially had she witnessed this passion directed
towards another; addressed to her, in the position
she occupied, any phase of wooing would have been
painful; vehemence was nothing less than abhorrent.
Wholly ignorant of Dagworthy’s inner life, and
misled with regard to the mere facts of his outward
behaviour, it was impossible that she should discern
the most deeply significant features of the love he
expressed so ill, impossible for her to understand
that what would be brutality in another man was in
him the working of the very means of grace, could
circumstances have favoured their action. One
tribute her instinct paid to the good which hid itself
under so rude a guise; as she pondered over her fear,
analysing it as scrupulously as she always did those
feelings which she felt it behoved her to understand
once for all, she half discovered in it an element
which only severe self-judgment would allow; it seemed
to her that the fear was, in an infinitesimal degree,
of herself, that, under other conditions, she might
have known what it was to respond to the love thus
offered her. For she neither scorned nor loathed
the man, notwithstanding her abhorrence of his passion
as devoted to herself. She wished him well; she
even found herself thinking over those women in Dunfield
whom she knew, if perchance one of them might seem
fitted to make his happiness. None the less,
it was terrible to reflect that she must live, perhaps
for a long time, so near to him, ever exposed to the
risk of chance meetings, if not to the danger of a
surprise such as to-day’s for she could not
assure herself that he would hold her answer final.
One precaution she must certainly take; henceforth
she would never come to the garden save in Jessie’s
company. She wondered how Dagworthy had known
of her presence here, and it occurred to her to doubt
of Jessie; could the latter have aided in bringing
about this interview? Dagworthy, confessing his
own manoeuvre, would naturally conceal any conscious
part in it that Jessie might have taken.