“You think so?” Franks sat a little straighter, but still with vacant eye. “Yes, not bad, I think. But who knows whether I shall finish the thing.”
“If you don’t,” replied his friend, in a matter-of-fact tone, “you’ll do something better. But I should finish it, if I were you. If you had the courage to paint in the right sort of face—the girl, you know.”
“What sort of face, then?”
“Sharp-nosed, thin-lipped, rather anaemic, with a universe of self-conceit in the eye.”
“They wouldn’t hang it, and nobody would buy it. Besides, Warburton, you’re wrong if you think the slummers are always that sort. Still, I’m not sure I shan’t do it, out of spite. There’s another reason, too—I hate beautiful women; I don’t think I shall ever be able to paint another.”
He sprang up, and paced, as of old, about the room. Will purposely kept silence.
“I’ve confessed,” Franks began again, with effort, “that I made a fool of myself the other night. But I wish you’d tell me something about your time at Trient. Didn’t you notice anything? Didn’t anything make you suspect what she was going to do?”
“I never for a moment foresaw it,” replied Will, with unemphasised sincerity.
“Yet she must have made up her mind whilst you were there. Her astounding hypocrisy! I had a letter a few days before, the same as usual—”
“Quite the same?”
“Absolutely!—Well, there was no difference that struck me. Then all at once she declares that for months she had felt her position false and painful. What a monstrous thing! Why did she go on pretending, playing a farce? I could have sworn that no girl lived who was more thoroughly honest in word and deed and thought. It’s awful to think how one can be deceived. I understand now the novels about unfaithful wives, and all that kind of thing. I always said to myself—’Pooh, as if a fellow wouldn’t know if his wife were deceiving him’! By Jove this has made me afraid of the thought of marriage. I shall never again trust a woman.”
Warburton sat in meditation, only half smiling.
“Of course, she’s ashamed to face me. For fear I should run after her, she wrote that they were just leaving Trient for another place, not mentioned. If I wrote, I was to address to Bath, and the letter would be forwarded. I wrote—of course a fool’s letter; I only wish I’d never sent it. Sometimes I think I’ll never try to see her again; sometimes I think I’ll make her see me, and tell her the truth about herself. The only thing is—I’m half afraid—I’ve gone through torture enough; I don’t want to begin again. Yet if I saw her—”
He took another turn across the room, then checked himself before Warburton.
“Tell me honestly what you think about it. I want advice. What’s your opinion of her?”
“I have no opinion at all. I don’t pretend to know her well enough.”