The Unclassed eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 469 pages of information about The Unclassed.

The Unclassed eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 469 pages of information about The Unclassed.

In one respect, and that, after all, perhaps the most important, his position would soon be changed.  Mr. Woodstock’s will, when affairs were settled, would make him richer by one thousand pounds; he might, if he chose, presently give up his employment, and either trust to literature, or look out for something less precarious.  A year ago, this state of things would have filed him with exultation.  As it was, he only saw in it an accident compelling him to a certain fateful duty.  There was now no reason why his marriage should be long delayed.  For Maud’s sake the step was clearly desirable.  At present she and her mother were living with Miss Bygrave in the weird old house.  Of Paul there had come no tidings.  Their home was of course broken up, and they had no income of their own to depend upon.  Maud herself, though of course aware of Waymark’s prospects, seemed to shrink from speaking of the future.  She grew more and more uncertain as to her real thoughts and desires.

And what of Ida?  It was hard for her to realise her position; for a time she was conscious only of an overwhelming sense of loneliness.  The interval of life with her grandfather was dreamlike as she looked back upon it; yet harder to grasp was the situation in which she now found herself, surrounded by luxuries which had come to her as if from the clouds, her own mistress, free to form wishes merely for the sake of satisfying them.  She cared little to realise the minor possibilities of wealth.  The great purpose, the noble end to which her active life had shaped itself, was sternly present before her; she would not shirk its demands.  But there was lacking the inspiration of joy.  Could she harden herself to every personal desire, and forget, in devotion to others, the sickness of one great hope deferred?  Did her ideal require this of her?

Would he come, now that she was free to give herself where she would, now that she was so alone?  The distance between them had increased ever since the beginning of her new life.  She knew well the sort of pride he was capable of; but was there not something else, something she dreaded to observe too closely, in the manner of his speech?  Did he think so meanly of her as to deem such precautions necessary against her misconstruction?  Nay, could he have guarded himself in that way if he really loved her?  Would it not have been to degrade her too much in his own eyes?

He loved her once.  Had she in any way grown less noble in his eyes, by those very things which she regarded as help and strengthening?  Did he perchance think she had too readily accepted ease when it was offered her, sacrificing the independence which he most regarded?  If so, all the more would he shrink from losing for her his own independence.

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