The Nether World eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 609 pages of information about The Nether World.

The Nether World eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 609 pages of information about The Nether World.

Rain drenched her between the theatre and her lodgings, for she did not think of putting up an umbrella; she thought indeed of nothing; there was fire and tumult in her brain.  On the round table in her sitting-room supper was made ready, but she did not heed it.  Excitement compelled her to walk incessantly round and round the scanty space of floor.  Already she had begun to rehearse the chief scenes of Laura Denton; she spoke the words with all appropriate loudness and emphasis; her gestures were those of the stage, as though an audience sat before her; she seemed to have grown taller.  There came a double knock at the house-door, but it did not attract her attention; a knock at her own room, and only when some one entered was she recalled to the present.  It was Grace again; her lodging was elsewhere, and this late visit could have but one motive.

They stood face to face.  The elder woman was so incensed that her lips moved fruitlessly, like those of a paralytic.

‘I suppose you’re going to make a scene,’ Clara addressed her.  ’Please remember how late it is, and don’t let all the house hear you.’

’You mean to tell me you accepted that offer of Peel’s—­without saying a word—­without as much as telling him that he ought to speak to me first?’

’Certainly I did.  I’ve waited long enough; I’m not going to beat about the bush when my chance comes.’

‘And you called yourself my friend?’

’I’m nobody’s friend but my own in an affair of this kind.  If you’d been in my place you’d have done just the same.’

’I wouldn’t!  I couldn’t have been such a mean creature!  Every man and woman in the company’ll cry shame on you.’

’Don’t deafen me with your nonsense!  If you played the part badly, I suppose some one else must take it.  You were only on trial, like I shall be.’

Grace was livid with fury.

’Played badly!  As if we didn’t all know how you’ve managed it!  Much it has to do with good or bad acting!  We know how creatures of your kind get what they want.’

Before the last word was uttered she was seized with a violent fit of coughing; her cheeks flamed, and spots of blood reddened on the handkerchief she put to her mouth.  Half-stifled, she lay back in the angle of the wall by the door.  Clara regarded her with a contemptuous pity, and when the cough had nearly ceased, said coldly: 

’I’m not going to try and match you in insulting language; I dare say you’d beat me at that.  If you take my advice, you’ll go home and take care of yourself; you look ill enough to be in bed.  I don’t care what you or anyone else thinks of me; what you said just now was a lie, but it doesn’t matter.  I’ve got the part, and I’ll take good care that I keep it.  You talk about us being friends; I should have thought you knew by this time that there’s no such thing as friendship or generosity or feeling for women who have to make their way in the world.  You’ve had your hard times as well as I, and what’s the use of pretending what you don’t believe?  You wouldn’t give up a chance for me; I’m sure I should never expect you to.  We have to fight, to fight for everything, and the weak get beaten.  That’s what life has taught me.’

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