plan however if you don’t know how to end the
conversation. Ask them a question they ask you
another. Good idea if you’re stuck.
Gain time. But then you’re in a cart.
Wonderful of course if you say: good evening,
and you see she’s on for it: good evening.
O but the dark evening in the Appian way I nearly
spoke to Mrs Clinch O thinking she was. Whew!
Girl in Meath street that night. All the dirty
things I made her say. All wrong of course.
My arks she called it. It’s so hard to find
one who. Aho! If you don’t answer
when they solicit must be horrible for them till they
harden. And kissed my hand when I gave her the
extra two shillings. Parrots. Press the
button and the bird will squeak. Wish she hadn’t
called me sir. O, her mouth in the dark!
And you a married man with a single girl! That’s
what they enjoy. Taking a man from another woman.
Or even hear of it. Different with me. Glad
to get away from other chap’s wife. Eating
off his cold plate. Chap in the Burton today
spitting back gumchewed gristle. French letter
still in my pocketbook. Cause of half the trouble.
But might happen sometime, I don’t think.
Come in, all is prepared. I dreamt. What?
Worst is beginning. How they change the venue
when it’s not what they like. Ask you do
you like mushrooms because she once knew a gentleman
who. Or ask you what someone was going to say
when he changed his mind and stopped. Yet if
I went the whole hog, say: I want to, something
like that. Because I did. She too. Offend
her. Then make it up. Pretend to want something
awfully, then cry off for her sake. Flatters them.
She must have been thinking of someone else all the
time. What harm? Must since she came to
the use of reason, he, he and he. First kiss does
the trick. The propitious moment. Something
inside them goes pop. Mushy like, tell by their
eye, on the sly. First thoughts are best.
Remember that till their dying day. Molly, lieutenant
Mulvey that kissed her under the Moorish wall beside
the gardens. Fifteen she told me. But her
breasts were developed. Fell asleep then.
After Glencree dinner that was when we drove home.
Featherbed mountain. Gnashing her teeth in sleep.
Lord mayor had his eye on her too. Val Dillon.
Apoplectic.
There she is with them down there for the fireworks.
My fireworks. Up like a rocket, down like a stick.
And the children, twins they must be, waiting for
something to happen. Want to be grownups.
Dressing in mother’s clothes. Time enough,
understand all the ways of the world. And the
dark one with the mop head and the nigger mouth.
I knew she could whistle. Mouth made for that.
Like Molly. Why that highclass whore in Jammet’s
wore her veil only to her nose. Would you mind,
please, telling me the right time? I’ll
tell you the right time up a dark lane. Say prunes
and prisms forty times every morning, cure for fat
lips. Caressing the little boy too. Onlookers
see most of the game. Of course they understand
birds, animals, babies. In their line.