‘There’s a man I envy!’ cried Rolfe, when he had listened to Basil’s humorous description of the enthusiast. ’It’s exactly what I should like to do myself.’
‘What prevents you?’
’Idleness — irresolution — the feeling that the best of my life is over. I have never been seriously a student, and it’s too late to begin now. But if I were ten years younger, I would make myself master of something. What’s the use of reading only to forget? In my time I have gone through no small library of historical books — and it’s all a mist on the mind’s horizon. That comes of reading without method, without a purpose. The time I have given to it would have made me a pundit, if I had gone to work reasonably.’
‘Isn’t my case the same?’ exclaimed Morton. ’What do I care! I enjoyed my reading and my knowledge at the time, and that’s all I ever expected.’
’Very well — though you misrepresent yourself. But for me it isn’t enough. I want to know something as well as it can be known. Purely for my own satisfaction; the thought of “doing something” doesn’t come in at all. I was looking at your county histories this morning, and I felt a huge longing to give the rest of my life to some little bit of England, a county, or even a town, and exhaust the possibilities of knowledge within those limits. Why, Greystone here — it has an interesting history, even in relation to England at large; and what a delight there would be in following it out, doggedly, invincibly — making it one’s single subject — grubbing after it in muniment-rooms and libraries — learning by heart every stone of the old town — dying at last with the consolation that nobody could teach one anything more about it!’
‘I know the mood,’ said Morton, laughing.
‘I’m narrowing down,’ pursued Harvey. ’Once I had tremendous visions — dreamt of holding half a dozen civilisations in the hollow of my hand. I came back from the East in a fury to learn the Oriental languages — made a start, you know, with Arabic. I dropped one nation after another, always drawing nearer home. The Latin races were to suffice me. Then early France, especially in its relations with England; — Normandy, Anjou. Then early England, especially in its relations with France. The end will be a county, or a town — nay, possibly a building. Why not devote one’s self to the history of a market-cross? It would be respectable, I tell you. Thoroughness is all.’