The Master-Christian eBook

Marie Corelli
This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 863 pages of information about The Master-Christian.

The Master-Christian eBook

Marie Corelli
This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 863 pages of information about The Master-Christian.

Angela smiled a little.

“That is witty of you,” she said, “but the fact of every man having a kindly-worded epitaph only proves goodness of heart and feeling in his relatives and friends—­”

“Or gratitude for a fortune left to them in his will,” declared the Abbe gaily, “or a sense of relief that the dear creature has gone and will never come back.  Either motive, would, I know, inspire me to write most pathetic verses!  Now you bend your charming brows at me,—­mea culpa!  I have said something outrageous?”

“Not from the point of view at which you take life,” said Angela quietly, “but I was just then thinking of a cousin of mine,—­a very beautiful woman; her husband treated her with every possible sort of what I should term civil cruelty,—­polite torture—­refined agony.  If he had struck her or shot her dead it would have been far kinder.  But his conduct was worse than murder.  He finally deserted her, and left her penniless to fight her own way through the world.  Then he died suddenly, and she forgot all his faults, spoke of him as though he had been a model of goodness, and lives now for his memory, ever mourning his loss.  In her case the feeling of regret had nothing to do with money, for he spent all her fortune and left her nothing even of her own.  She has to work hard for her living now,—­but she loves him and is as true to him as if he were still alive.  What do you say to that?”

“I say that the lady in question must be a charming person!” replied the Abbe, “Perfectly charming!  But of course she is deceiving herself; and she takes pleasure in the self-deception.  She knows that the man had deserted her and was quite unworthy of her devotion;—­but she pretends to herself that she does not know.  And it is charming, of course!  But women will do that kind of thing.  It is extraordinary,—­but they will.  They all deceive themselves in matters of love.  Even you deceive yourself.”

Angela started.

“I?” she exclaimed.

“Yes—­you—­why not?” And the Abbe treated her to one of his particularly paternal smiles.  “You are betrothed to Florian Varillo,—­but no man ever had or ever could have all the virtues with which you endow this excellent Florian.  He is a delightful creature,—­a good artist—­unique in his own particular line,—­but you think him something much greater than even artist or man—­a sort of god, (though the gods themselves were not impeccable) only fit to be idealised.  Now, I am not a believer in the gods,—­but of course it is delightful to me to meet those who are.”

“Signor Varillo needs neither praise nor defence,” said Angela with a slight touch of hauteur, “All the world knows what he is.”

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