this problem and solved it. He had perceived
the trickery, the dissimulation and hypocrisy of Roman
priestcraft. He had seen the Pope officiate at
High Mass in the Sistine Chapel, having procured the
“introduction from very high quarters”
which, even according to ordinary guide-books, is
absolutely necessary,—the “high quarters”
in this instance being Monsignor Gherardi. Apart
from this absurdity,—this impious idea of
needing an “introduction” to a sacred service
professedly held for the worship of the Divine, by
the Representative of Christ on earth, he had watched
with sickening soul all the tawdry ceremonial so far
removed from the simplicity of Christ’s commands,—he
had stared dully, till his brows ached, at the poor,
feeble, scraggy old man with the pale, withered face
and dark eyes, who was chosen to represent a “Manifestation
of the Deity” to his idolatrous followers;—and
as he thought of all the poverty, sorrow, pain, perplexity,
and bewilderment of the “lost sheep” who
were wandering to and fro in the world, scarcely able
to fight the difficulties of their daily lot, and
unable to believe in God because they were never allowed
to understand or to experience any of His goodness,
such a passion of protest arose in him, that he could
have sprung on the very steps of the altar and cried
aloud to the aged Manager of the Stage-scene there,
“Away with this sham of Christianity! Give
us the true message of Christ, undefiled! Sell
these useless broidered silks,—these flaunting
banners;—take the silver, gold, and bank-notes
which hysterical pilgrims cast at your feet!—this
Peter’s Pence, amounting to millions, whose
exact total you alone know,—and come out
into the highways and byways of the cities of all lands,—
call to you the lame, the halt, the blind, the sickly,
and diseased,—give comfort where comfort
is needed,—defend the innocent—protect
the just, and silence the Voce de la Verita which
published under your authority, callously advocates
murder!”
And though he felt all this, he could only remain
a dumb spectator of the Show in which not the faintest
shadow of Christianity according to Christ, appeared—and
when the theatrical pageant was over, he hurried out
into the fresh air half stupefied with the heavy sense
of shame that such things could be, and no man found
true enough to the commands of the Divine Master to
shake the world with strong condemnation.
“Twelve fishermen were enough to preach the
Gospel,” he thought, “Yet now there cannot
be found twelve faithful souls who will protest against
its falsification!”
And on St. Cecilia’s morning he was in sad and
sober mood,—too vexed with himself to contemplate
his future work without a sense of pain and disappointment
and loneliness. He loved Sylvie Hermenstein,
and admitted his passion for her frankly to his own
soul, but at the same time felt that a union with
her would be impossible. He had seen her nearly
every day since their first introduction to each other,