“When did you come back from the fair?” cried the girl shrilly, “I lost you there, you know-and you man-aged to lose me—but I have waited!—waited patiently for news of you! . . . and when none came, I still waited, making myself beautiful! . . . see!—” And she thrust her fingers through her long hair, throwing it about in wilder disorder than ever. “You thought you had killed me—and you were glad!—it makes all men glad to kill women when they can! But I—I was not killed so easily,—I have lived!—for this night—just for this night! Listen!” and she sprang forward and threw herself violently against his breast, “Do you love me now? Tell me again—as you told me at the fair—you love me?”
He staggered under her weight—and tried for a moment to thrust her back, but she held him in a grip of iron, looking up at him with her great feverish dark eyes, and grasping his shoulders with thin burning hands. He trembled;—he was beginning to grow horribly afraid. What devil had sent this woman whom he had ruined so long as two years ago, across his path to-night? Would it be possible to soothe her?
“Marguerite—” he began.
“Yes, yes, Marguerite! Say it again!” she cried wildly, “Marguerite! Say it again! Sweet—sweet and tenderly as you said it then! Poor Marguerite! Your pale ugly face seemed the face of a god to her once, because she thought you loved her—we all find men so beautiful when we think they love us! Yes—your cold eyes and cruel lips and hard brow!—it was quite a different face at the fair! So was mine a different face—but you!—You have made mine what it is now!—look at it! What!—you thought you could murder a woman and never be found out! You thought you could kill poor Marguerite, and that no one would ever know—”
“Hush, hush!” said Cazeau, his teeth chattering with the cold of his inward terror, “I never killed you, Marguerite!—I loved you—yes, listen!” For she was looking up at him with an attentive, almost sane expression in her eyes. “I meant to write to you after the fair,—and come to you . . .”
“Hush, hush!” said the girl, “Let me hear this!—this is strange news! He meant to write to me—yet he let me die by inches in an agony of waiting!—till I dropped into the darkness where I am now! He meant to come to me—oh, it was very easy to come if he had chosen to come,—before I wandered away into all this strangeness— this shadow—this confusion and fire! But you see, it is too late now,” and she began to laugh again, “Too late! I have a strange idea that I am dead, though I seem alive—I am in my grave; and so you must die also and be buried with me! Yes, you must certainly die!— when one is cruel and false and treacherous one is not wanted in the world!—better to go out of it—and it is quite easy,—see!—this way!—”
And before he realised her intention she sprang back a step—then drew a knife from her bosom, and with a sort of exultant shriek, stabbed him furiously once—twice—thrice . . . crying out—“This for your lie! This for my sorrow!—This for your love!—”