He became for a time one of the “hands”
in a huge Birmingham factory. After that he worked
for several months at the coal pits among the lowest
of the men employed there. Then he got a “job”
in a dock-yard and studied the ways of shipping and
humanity together. During this time of self-imposed
probation, he never failed to write letters home to
Canada, saying he was “doing well” in England,
but how this “doing well” was brought
about he never explained. And the actual motive
and end of all his experiences was as yet a secret
locked within his own heart. Yet when it was
put into words it sounded simple enough,- -it was
merely to find out how much or how little the clergy,
or so-called “servants of Christ”, obeyed
their Master. Did they comfort the comfortless?
Were they “wise as serpents, and harmless as
doves”? Were they long-suffering, slow to
wrath, and forbearing one to the other? Did they
truly “feed the sheep”? Did they sacrifice
themselves, their feelings, and their ambitions to
rescue what was lost? All these and sundry other
questions Aubrey Leigh set himself to answer,—and
by and by he found himself on an endless path of discovery,
where at every step some new truth confronted him;—some
amazing hypocrisy burned itself in letters of flame
against the splendour of church altars;—some
deed of darkness and bigotry and cruelty smirched
the white robes of the “ordained to preach the
Gospel”. Gradually he became so intently
and vitally interested in his investigations, and
his sympathy for the uncomforted people who had somehow
lost Christ instead of finding Him, grew so keen that
he resolved to give up his entire life to the work
of beginning to try and remedy the evil. He had
no independent means,—he lived from hand
to mouth earning just what he could by hard labour,—till
one day, when the forces in his own soul said “Ready!”
he betook himself to one small room which he hired
in a fisherman’s cottage on the coast of Cornwall,
and there sat down to write a book. Half the day
he wrote, and half the day he earned his bread as a
common fisherman, going out with the others in storm
and shine, sailing through sleet and hail and snow,
battling with the waves, and playing with Death at
every turn of the rocks, which, like the teeth of
great monsters, jagged the stormy shore. And he
grew strong, and lithe, and muscular—his
outward life of hard and changeful labour, accompanied
by the inward life of intelligent and creative thought,
gradually worked off all depression of soul and effeminacy
of body,- -his experience of the stage passed away,
leaving no trace on his mind but the art, the colour
and the method,—particularly the method
of speech. With art, colour, and method he used
the pen;— with the same art, colour, and
method he used his voice, and practised the powers
of oratory. He would walk for miles to any lonely
place where he could be sure of no interruption,—and
there he would speak aloud to the roaring waves and
wide stretches of desolate land, and tell them the