sure of being willing to try this test,—besides,
the Marquis had not offered himself in that capacity,
but only as a lover. In Paris,— within
reach of him, surrounded by his gracious and graceful
courtesies everywhere, the pretty and sensitive Comtesse
had sometimes felt her courage oozing out at her finger’s
ends,—and the longing to be loved became
so strong and overwhelming in her soul that she had
felt she must perforce one day yield to her persistent
admirer’s amorous solicitations, come what would
of it in the end. Her safety had been in flight;
and here in Rome, she had found herself, like a long-tossed
little ship, suddenly brought up to firm anchorage.
The vast peace and melancholy grandeur of the slowly
dying “Mother of Nations”, enveloped her
as with a sheltering cloak from the tempest of her
own heart and senses, and being of an exquisitely
refined and dainty nature in herself, she had, while
employing her time in beautifying, furnishing and arranging
her apartments in the casa D’Angeli, righted
her mind, so to speak, and cleared it from the mists
of illusion which had begun to envelop it, so that
she could now think of Fontenelle quietly and with
something of a tender compassion,—she could
pray for him and wish him all things good,—but
she could not be quite sure that she loved him.
And this was well. For we should all be very sure
indeed that we do love, before we crucify ourselves
to the cross of sacrifice. Inasmuch as if the
love in us be truly Love, we shall not feel the nails,
we shall be unconscious of the blood that flows, and
the thorns that prick and sting,—we shall
but see the great light of Resurrection springing
glorious out of death! But if we only think
we love,—when our feeling is the mere attraction
of the senses and the lighter impulses—then
our crucifixion is in vain, and our death is death
indeed. Some such thoughts as these had given
Sylvie a new charm of manner since her arrival in
Rome—she was less mirthful, but more sympathetic—less
riante, but infinitely prettier and more fascinating.
Florian Varillo studied her appreciatively in this
regard after he had uttered his little meaningless
melody of sentiment, and thought within himself—“A
week or two and I could completely conquer that woman!”
He was mistaken—men who think these sort
of things often are. But the thought satisfied
him, and gave bold lustre to his eyes and brightness
to his smile when he rose to take his leave.
He had been one of the guests at a small and early
dinner-party given by the Comtesse that evening,—and
with the privilege of an old acquaintance, he had
lingered thus long after all the others had gone to
their respective homes.
“I will bid you now the felicissima notte, cara e bella contessa!” he said caressingly, raising her small white hand to his lips, and kissing it with a lingering pressure of what he considered a peculiarly becoming moustache—“When Angela arrives to-morrow night I shall be often at the Palazzo Sovrani—shall I see you there?”