seek to build a cathedral, and ask for the laws of
architecture to be altered in order to suit his gnat-like
capacity. The Law is the Law; and if broken, brings
punishment. The Law makes for good,—and
if we pull back for evil, destroys us in its outward
course. Vice breeds corruption in body and in
soul; and history furnishes us with more than sufficient
examples of that festering disease. It is plainly
demanded of us that we should assist God’s universe
in its way towards perfection; if we refuse, and set
a drag on the majestic Wheel, we are ourselves crushed
in its progress. Here is where our Church errs
in the present generation. It is setting itself
as a drag on the Wheel. Meanwhile, Truth advances
every day, and with no uncertain voice proclaims the
majesty of God. Heaven’s gates are thrown
open;—the secrets of the stars are declared,—the
mysteries of light and sound are discovered; and we
are approaching possibly to the time when the very
graves shall give up their dead, and the secrets of
all men’s hearts shall be made manifest.
Yet we go on lying, deceiving, cajoling, humbugging
each other and ourselves;—living a daily
life of fraud and hypocrisy, with a sort of smug conviction
in our souls that we shall never be found out.
We make a virtue of animalism, and declare the Beast-Philosophy
to be in strict keeping with the order of nature.
We gloat over our secret sins, and face the world with
a brazen front of assumed honour. Oh, we are
excellent liars all! But somehow we never seem
to think we are fools as well! We never remember
that all we do and all we say, is merely the adding
of figures to a sum which in the end must be made
up to the grand total, and paid! Every figure
tells;—the figure ‘nought’
especially, puts an extra thousand on the whole quantity!
But the light in us being darkness, how great is that
darkness! So great that we refuse to look an
inch before us! We will not see, we will not
understand,—we utterly decline to accept
any teaching or advice which might inflict some slight
inconvenience on our own Ego. And so we go on
day after day, till all at once a reckoning is called
and death stares us in the face. What! So
soon finished? All over? Must we go at once,
and no delay? Must we really and truly drop all
our ridiculous lies and conventions and be sent away
naked-souled into the Living Unknown? Not the
Dead Unknown remember!—for nothing is actually
dead! The whole universe palpitates and burns
with ever re-created life. What have we done
with the past life?—and what shall we do
with this other life? Oh, but there is no time
to ask questions now,—we should have asked
them before; the hour of departure is come, and there
is not a moment’s breathing time! Our dear
friends (if we have any), and our paid doctors and
servants stand around us awe-struck,—they
watch out last convulsive shudder--and weep—not
so much for sorrow sometimes as terror,—and
then when all is over, they say we are ‘gone’.