looked queenly, and I half imagined that I detected
in her face a gleam of satisfaction at the involuntary
start which her unexpected appearance caused me to
make. She accepted my apology for Toddie with
queenly graciousness, and then, instead of proposing
that we should follow the other ladies, as a moment
before I had hoped she would, she dropped into a chair.
I accepted the invitation; the children should have
been in bed half an hour before, but my sense of responsibility
had departed when Miss Mayton appeared. The little
scamps were safe until they should perform some new
and unexpected act of impishness. They retired
to one end of the piazza, and busied themselves in
experiments upon a large Newfoundland dog, while I,
the happiest man alive, talked to the glorious woman
before me, and enjoyed the spectacle of her radiant
beauty. The twilight came and deepened, but imagination
prevented the vision from fading. With the coming
of the darkness and the starlight, our voices unconsciously
dropped to lower tones, and
her voice seemed
purest music. And yet we said nothing which all
the world might not have listened to without suspecting
a secret. The ladies returned in little groups,
but either out of womanly intuition or in answer to
my unspoken but fervent prayers, passed us and went
into the house. I was affected by an odd mixture
of desperate courage and despicable cowardice.
I determined to tell her all, yet I shrank from the
task with more terror than ever befell me in the first
steps of a charge.
Suddenly a small shadow came from behind us and stood
between us, and the voice of Budge remarked:—
“Uncle Harry ’spects you, Miss Mayton.”
“Suspects me?—of what, pray?”
exclaimed the lady, patting my nephew’s cheek.
“Budge!” said I—I feel that
my voice rose nearly to a scream— “Budge,
I must beg of you to respect the sanctity of confidential
communications.”
“What is it, Budge?” persisted Miss Mayton;
“you know the old adage, Mr. Burton: ‘Children
and fools speak the truth.’ Of what does
he suspect me, Budge?”
“’Tain’t Sus-pect at all,”
said Budge, “it’s es-pect.”
“Expect?” echoed Miss Mayton.
“No, not ‘ex,’ it’s es-spect.
I know all about it, ’cause I asked him.
Espect is what folks do when they think you’re
nice, and like to talk to you, and—”
“Respect is what the boy is trying to say, Miss
Mayton,” I interrupted, to prevent what I feared
might follow. “Budge has a terrifying faculty
for asking questions, and the result of some of them,
this morning, was my endeavor to explain to him the
nature of the respect in which gentlemen hold ladies.”
“Yes,” continued Budge, “I know
all about it. Only Uncle Harry don’t say
it right. What he calls espect I calls
love.”
There was an awkward pause—it seemed an
age. Another blunder, and all on account of those
dreadful children. I could think of no possible
way to turn the conversation; stranger yet, Miss Mayton
could not do so either. Something must be
done—I could at least be honest, come what
would—I would be honest.