namely, that you are to pay them two hundred and fifty
pounds a year, as long as you and they find it pleasant
to live together. (This, of course, includes Dixon;
mind you don’t be cajoled into paying any more
for her.) Then you won’t be thrown adrift, if
some day the captain wishes to have his house to himself,
but you can carry yourself and your two hundred and
fifty pounds off somewhere else; if, indeed, I have
not claimed you to come and keep house for me first.
Then as to dress, and Dixon, and personal expenses,
and confectionery (all young ladies eat confectionery
till wisdom comes by age), I shall consult some lady
of my acquaintance, and see how much you will have
from your father before fixing this. Now, Margaret,
have you flown out before you have read this far,
and wondered what right the old man has to settle
your affairs for you so cavalierly? I make no
doubt you have. Yet the old man has a right.
He has loved your father for five and thirty years;
he stood beside him on his wedding-day; he closed
his eyes in death. Moreover, he is your godfather;
and as he cannot do you much good spiritually, having
a hidden consciousness of your superiority in such
things, he would fain do you the poor good of endowing
you materially. And the old man has not a known
relation on earth; “who is there to mourn for
Adam Bell?” and his whole heart is set and bent
upon this one thing, and Margaret Hale is not the
girl to say him nay. Write by return, if only
two lines, to tell me your answer. But
no
thanks.’
Margaret took up a pen and scrawled with trembling
hand, ‘Margaret Hale is not the girl to say
him nay.’ In her weak state she could not
think of any other words, and yet she was vexed to
use these. But she was so much fatigued even by
this slight exertion, that if she could have thought
of another form of acceptance, she could not have
sate up to write a syllable of it. She was obliged
to lie down again, and try not to think.
‘My dearest child! Has that letter vexed
or troubled you?’
‘No!’ said Margaret feebly. ’I
shall be better when to-morrow is over.’
’I feel sure, darling, you won’t be better
till I get you out of this horrid air. How you
can have borne it this two years I can’t imagine.’
‘Where could I go to? I could not leave
papa and mamma.’
’Well! don’t distress yourself, my dear.
I dare say it was all for the best, only I had no
conception of how you were living. Our butler’s
wife lives in a better house than this.’
’It is sometimes very pretty—in summer;
you can’t judge by what it is now. I have
been very happy here,’ and Margaret closed her
eyes by way of stopping the conversation.