because it would hurt me, and the scar would be ugly;
but I’ll retract all I said as fast as I can.
Cosmo is quite as great a darling as baby, and not
a bit stout, and as un-grumpy as ever husband was;
only, sometimes he is very, very busy. I may
say that without love—wifely duty—where
was I?—I had something very particular to
say, I know, once. Oh, it is this—Dearest
Margaret!—you must come and see me; it
would do Aunt Hale good, as I said before. Get
the doctor to order it for her. Tell him that
it’s the smoke of Milton that does her harm.
I have no doubt it is that, really. Three months
(you must not come for less) of this delicious climate—all
sunshine, and grapes as common as blackberries, would
quite cure her. I don’t ask my uncle’—(Here
the letter became more constrained, and better written;
Mr. Hale was in the corner, like a naughty child,
for having given up his living.)—’because,
I dare say, he disapproves of war, and soldiers, and
bands of music; at least, I know that many Dissenters
are members of the Peace Society, and I am afraid he
would not like to come; but, if he would, dear, pray
say that Cosmo and I will do our best to make him
happy; and I’ll hide up Cosmo’s red coat
and sword, and make the band play all sorts of grave,
solemn things; or, if they do play pomps and vanities,
it shall be in double slow time. Dear Margaret,
if he would like to accompany you and Aunt Hale, we
will try and make it pleasant, though I’m rather
afraid of any one who has done something for conscience
sake. You never did, I hope. Tell Aunt Hale
not to bring many warm clothes, though I’m afraid
it will be late in the year before you can come.
But you have no idea of the heat here! I tried
to wear my great beauty Indian shawl at a pic-nic.
I kept myself up with proverbs as long as I could;
“Pride must abide,”—and such
wholesome pieces of pith; but it was of no use.
I was like mamma’s little dog Tiny with an elephant’s
trappings on; smothered, hidden, killed with my finery;
so I made it into a capital carpet for us all to sit
down upon. Here’s this boy of mine, Margaret,—if
you don’t pack up your things as soon as you
get this letter, a come straight off to see him, I
shall think you’re descended from King Herod!’
Margaret did long for a day of Edith’s life—her
freedom from care, her cheerful home, her sunny skies.
If a wish could have transported her, she would have
gone off; just for one day. She yearned for the
strength which such a change would give,—even
for a few hours to be in the midst of that bright life,
and to feel young again. Not yet twenty! and
she had had to bear up against such hard pressure
that she felt quite old. That was her first feeling
after reading Edith’s letter. Then she read
it again, and, forgetting herself, was amused at its
likeness to Edith’s self, and was laughing merrily
over it when Mrs. Hale came into the drawing-room,
leaning on Dixon’s arm. Margaret flew to
adjust the pillows. Her mother seemed more than
usually feeble.