North and South eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 692 pages of information about North and South.

North and South eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 692 pages of information about North and South.

Margaret sat down by her mother’s sofa on a little stool, and softly took hold of her hand, caressing it and kissing it, as if to comfort.  Mrs. Hale cried without restraint.  At last, she sat straight, stiff up on the sofa, and turning round to her daughter, she said with tearful, almost solemn earnestness, ’Margaret, if I can get better,—­if God lets me have a chance of recovery, it must be through seeing my son Frederick once more.  It will waken up all the poor springs of health left in me.

She paused, and seemed to try and gather strength for something more yet to be said.  Her voice was choked as she went on—­was quavering as with the contemplation of some strange, yet closely-present idea.

’And, Margaret, if I am to die—­if I am one of those appointed to die before many weeks are over—­I must see my child first.  I cannot think how it must be managed; but I charge you, Margaret, as you yourself hope for comfort in your last illness, bring him to me that I may bless him.  Only for five minutes, Margaret.  There could be no danger in five minutes.  Oh, Margaret, let me see him before I die!’

Margaret did not think of anything that might be utterly unreasonable in this speech:  we do not look for reason or logic in the passionate entreaties of those who are sick unto death; we are stung with the recollection of a thousand slighted opportunities of fulfilling the wishes of those who will soon pass away from among us:  and do they ask us for the future happiness of our lives, we lay it at their feet, and will it away from us.  But this wish of Mrs. Hale’s was so natural, so just, so right to both parties, that Margaret felt as if, on Frederick’s account as well as on her mother’s, she ought to overlook all intermediate chances of danger, and pledge herself to do everything in her power for its realisation.  The large, pleading, dilated eyes were fixed upon her wistfully, steady in their gaze, though the poor white lips quivered like those of a child.  Margaret gently rose up and stood opposite to her frail mother; so that she might gather the secure fulfilment of her wish from the calm steadiness of her daughter’s face.

’Mamma, I will write to-night, and tell Frederick what you say.  I am as sure that he will come directly to us, as I am sure of my life.  Be easy, mamma, you shall see him as far as anything earthly can be promised.’

’You will write to-night?  Oh, Margaret! the post goes out at five—­you will write by it, won’t you?  I have so few hours left—­I feel, dear, as if I should not recover, though sometimes your father over-persuades me into hoping; you will write directly, won’t you?  Don’t lose a single post; for just by that very post I may miss him.’

‘But, mamma, papa is out.’

’Papa is out! and what then?  Do you mean that he would deny me this last wish, Margaret?  Why, I should not be ill—­be dying—­if he had not taken me away from Helstone, to this unhealthy, smoky, sunless place.’

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