broad commons into the warm scented light, seeing
multitudes of wild, free, living creatures, revelling
in the sunshine, and the herbs and flowers it called
forth. This life—at least these walks—realised
all Margaret’s anticipations. She took
a pride in her forest. Its people were her people.
She made hearty friends with them; learned and delighted
in using their peculiar words; took up her freedom
amongst them; nursed their babies; talked or read with
slow distinctness to their old people; carried dainty
messes to their sick; resolved before long to teach
at the school, where her father went every day as
to an appointed task, but she was continually tempted
off to go and see some individual friend—man,
woman, or child—in some cottage in the green
shade of the forest. Her out-of-doors life was
perfect. Her in-doors life had its drawbacks.
With the healthy shame of a child, she blamed herself
for her keenness of sight, in perceiving that all
was not as it should be there. Her mother—her
mother always so kind and tender towards her—seemed
now and then so much discontented with their situation;
thought that the bishop strangely neglected his episcopal
duties, in not giving Mr. Hale a better living; and
almost reproached her husband because he could not
bring himself to say that he wished to leave the parish,
and undertake the charge of a larger. He would
sigh aloud as he answered, that if he could do what
he ought in little Helstone, he should be thankful;
but every day he was more overpowered; the world became
more bewildering. At each repeated urgency of
his wife, that he would put himself in the way of
seeking some preferment, Margaret saw that her father
shrank more and more; and she strove at such times
to reconcile her mother to Helstone. Mrs. Hale
said that the near neighbourhood of so many trees
affected her health; and Margaret would try to tempt
her forth on to the beautiful, broad, upland, sun-streaked,
cloud-shadowed common; for she was sure that her mother
had accustomed herself too much to an in-doors life,
seldom extending her walks beyond the church, the
school, and the neighbouring cottages. This did
good for a time; but when the autumn drew on, and
the weather became more changeable, her mother’s
idea of the unhealthiness of the place increased;
and she repined even more frequently that her husband,
who was more learned than Mr. Hume, a better parish
priest than Mr. Houldsworth, should not have met with
the preferment that these two former neighbours of
theirs had done.
This marring of the peace of home, by long hours of discontent, was what Margaret was unprepared for. She knew, and had rather revelled in the idea, that she should have to give up many luxuries, which had only been troubles and trammels to her freedom in Harley Street. Her keen enjoyment of every sensuous pleasure, was balanced finely, if not overbalanced, by her conscious pride in being able to do without them all, if need were. But the cloud never comes