The third night after this was to be the crisis—­the turning-point between Life and Death.  Mr. Davis came again to pass it by the bedside of the sufferer.  Ruth was there, constant and still, intent upon watching the symptoms, and acting according to them, in obedience to Mr. Davis’s directions.  She had never left the room.  Every sense had been strained in watching—­every power of thought or judgment had been kept on the full stretch.  Now that Mr. Davis came and took her place, and that the room was quiet for the night, she became oppressed with heaviness, which yet did not tend to sleep.  She could not remember the present time, or where she was.  All times of her earliest youth—­the days of her childhood—­were in her memory with a minuteness and fulness of detail which was miserable; for all along she felt that she had no real grasp on the scenes that were passing through her mind—­that, somehow, they were long gone by, and gone by for ever—­and yet she could not remember who she was now, nor where she was, and whether she had now any interests in life to take the place of those which she was conscious had passed away, although their remembrance filled her mind with painful acuteness.  Her head lay on her arms, and they rested on the table.  Every now and then she opened her eyes, and saw the large room, handsomely furnished with articles that were each one incongruous with the other, as if bought at sales.  She saw the flickering night-light—­she heard the ticking of the watch, and the two breathings, each going on at a separate rate—­one hurried, abruptly stopping, and then panting violently, as if to make up for lost time; and the other slow, steady, and regular, as if the breather was asleep; but this supposition was contradicted by an occasional repressed sound of yawning.  The sky through the uncurtained window looked dark and black—­would this night never have an end?  Had the sun gone down for ever, and would the world at last awaken to a general sense of everlasting night?

Then she felt as if she ought to get up, and go and see how the troubled sleeper in yonder bed was struggling through his illness; but she could not remember who the sleeper was, and she shrunk from seeing some phantom-face on the pillow, such as now began to haunt the dark corners of the room, and look at her, jibbering and mowing as they looked.  So she covered her face again, and sank into a whirling stupor of sense and feeling.  By-and-by she heard her fellow-watcher stirring, and a dull wonder stole over her as to what he was doing; but the heavy languor pressed her down, and kept her still.  At last she heard the words, “Come here,” and listlessly obeyed the command.  She had to steady herself in the rocking chamber before she could walk to the bed by which Mr. Davis stood; but the effort to do so roused her, and, though conscious of an oppressive headache, she viewed with sudden and clear vision all the circumstances of her present position.  Mr. Davis was near the