of this law. There was an inclination in him to
reason, especially and principally with Mr. Benson,
on the great questions of ethics which the majority
of the world have settled long ago. But I do
not think he ever so argued with his mother.
Her lovely patience, and her humility, was earning
its reward; and from her quiet piety, bearing sweetly
the denial of her wishes—the refusal of
her begging—the disgrace in which she lay,
while others, less worthy were employed—this,
which perplexed him, and almost angered him at first,
called out his reverence at last, and what she said
he took for his law with proud humility; and thus
softly she was leading him up to God. His health
was not strong; it was not likely to be. He moaned
and talked in his sleep, and his appetite was still
variable, part of which might be owing to his preference
of the hardest lessons to any outdoor exercise.
But this last unnatural symptom was vanishing before
the assiduous kindness of Mr. Farquhar, and the quiet
but firm desire of his mother. Next to Ruth, Sally
had perhaps the most influence over him; but he dearly
loved both Mr. and Miss Benson; although he was reserved
on this, as on every point not purely intellectual.
His was a hard childhood, and his mother felt that
it was so. Children bear any moderate degree of
poverty and privation cheerfully; but, in addition
to a good deal of this, Leonard had to bear a sense
of disgrace attaching to him and to the creature he
loved best; this it was that took out of him the buoyancy
and natural gladness of youth, in a way which no scantiness
of food or clothing or want of any outward comfort,
could ever have done.
Two years had passed away—two long, eventless
years. Something was now going to happen, which
touched their hearts very nearly, though out of their
sight and hearing. Jemima was going to be married
this August, and by-and-by the very day was fixed.
It was to be on the 14th. On the evening of the
13th, Ruth was sitting alone in the parlour, idly
gazing out on the darkening shadows in the little
garden; her eyes kept filling with quiet tears, that
rose, not for her own isolation from all that was going
on of bustle and preparation for the morrow’s
event, but because she had seen how Miss Benson had
felt that she and her brother were left out from the
gathering of old friends in the Bradshaw family.
As Ruth sat, suddenly she was aware of a figure by
her; she started up, and in the gloom of the apartment
she recognised Jemima. In an instant they were
in each other’s arms—a long, fast
embrace.
“Can you forgive me?” whispered Jemima
in Ruth’s ear.
“Forgive you! What do you mean? What
have I to forgive? The question is, can I ever
thank you as I long to do, if I could find words?”
“Oh, Ruth, how I hated you once!”
“It was all the more noble in you to stand by
me as you did. You must have hated me when you
knew how I was deceiving you all!”