censures were often exaggerated, it is true; but,
when they were just in their judgment of the outward
circumstances of the case, they were not the less
painful and distressing to him. His first rebound
to Jemima was occasioned by Mrs. Bradshaw’s
account of how severely her husband was displeased
at her daughter’s having taken part with Ruth;
and he could have thanked and almost blessed Jemima
when she dropped in (she dared do no more) her pleading
excuses and charitable explanations on Ruth’s
behalf. Jemima had learnt some humility from
the discovery which had been to her so great a shock;
standing, she had learnt to take heed lest she fell;
and, when she had once been aroused to a perception
of the violence of the hatred which she had indulged
against Ruth, she was more reticent and measured in
the expression of all her opinions. It showed
how much her character had been purified from pride,
that now she felt aware that what in her was again
attracting Mr. Farquhar was her faithful advocacy
of her rival, wherever such advocacy was wise or practicable.
He was quite unaware that Jemima had been conscious
of his great admiration for Ruth; he did not know
that she had ever cared enough for him to be jealous.
But the unacknowledged bond between them now was their
grief, and sympathy, and pity for Ruth; only in Jemima
these feelings were ardent, and would fain have become
active; while in Mr. Farquhar they were strongly mingled
with thankfulness that he had escaped a disagreeable
position, and a painful notoriety. His natural
caution induced him to make a resolution never to think
of any woman as a wife until he had ascertained all
her antecedents, from her birth upwards; and the same
spirit of caution, directed inwardly, made him afraid
of giving too much pity to Ruth, for fear of the conclusions
to which such a feeling might lead him. But still
his old regard for her, for Leonard, and his esteem
and respect for the Bensons, induced him to lend a
willing ear to Jemima’s earnest entreaty that
he would go and call on Mr. Benson, in order that
she might learn something about the family in general,
and Ruth in particular. It was thus that he came
to sit by Mr. Benson’s study fire, and to talk,
in an absent way, to that gentleman. How they
got on the subject he did not know, more than one-half
of his attention being distracted; but they were speaking
about politics, when Mr. Farquhar learned that Mr.
Benson took in no newspaper.
“Will you allow me to send you over my Times? I have generally done with it before twelve o’clock, and after that it is really waste-paper in my house. You will oblige me by making use of it.”
“I am sure I am very much obliged to you for thinking of it. But do not trouble yourself to send it; Leonard can fetch it.”
“How is Leonard now?” asked Mr. Farquhar, and he tried to speak indifferently; but a grave look of intelligence clouded his eyes as he looked for Mr. Benson’s answer. “I have not met him lately.”