Jemima bent every power she possessed upon the one object of ascertaining what Ruth really was. Sometimes the strain was very painful; the constant tension made her soul weary; and she moaned aloud, and upbraided circumstance (she dared not go higher—to the Maker of circumstance) for having deprived her of her unsuspicious, happy ignorance.
Things were in this state when Mr. Richard Bradshaw came on his annual home visit. He was to remain another year in London, and then to return and be admitted into the firm. After he had been a week at home he grew tired of the monotonous regularity of his father’s household, and began to complain of it to Jemima.
“I wish Farquhar were at home. Though he is such a stiff, quiet old fellow, his coming in in the evenings makes a change. What has become of the Millses? They used to drink tea with us sometimes, formerly.”
“Oh! papa and Mr. Mills took opposite sides at the election, and we have never visited since. I don’t think they are any great loss.” Anybody is a loss—the stupidest bore that ever was would be a blessing, if he only would come in sometimes.”
“Mr. and Miss Benson have drunk tea here twice since you came.”
“Come, that’s capital! Apropos of stupid bores, you talk of the Bensons. I did not think you had so much discrimination, my little sister.”
Jemima looked up in surprise; and then reddened angrily.
“I never meant to say a word against Mr. or Miss Benson, and that you know quite well, Dick.”
“Never mind! I won’t tell tales. They are stupid old fogeys, but they are better than nobody, especially as that handsome governess of the girls always comes with them to be looked at.”