and irritating to Cynthia, who was as evidently desirous
of forgetting it as he was anxious to make her remember
it. But why this intimacy had ceased, why Cynthia
disliked him so extremely now, and many other unexplained
circumstances connected with these two facts, were
Cynthia’s secrets; and she effectually baffled
all Molly’s innocent attempts during the first
glow of her friendship for Cynthia, to learn the girlish
antecedents of her companion’s life. Every
now and then Molly came to a dead wall, beyond which
she could not pass—at least with the delicate
instruments which were all she chose to use.
Perhaps Cynthia might have told all there was to tell
to a more forcible curiosity, which knew how to improve
every slip of the tongue and every fit of temper to
its own gratification. But Molly’s was the
interest of affection, not the coarser desire of knowing
everything for a little excitement; and as soon as
she saw that Cynthia did not wish to tell her anything
about that period of her life, Molly left off referring
to it. But if Cynthia had preserved a sweet tranquillity
of manner and an unvarying kindness for Molly during
the winter of which there is question, at present
she was the only person to whom the beauty’s
ways were unchanged. Mr. Gibson’s influence
had been good for her as long as she saw that he liked
her; she had tried to keep as high a place in his
good opinion as she could, and had curbed many a little
sarcasm against her mother, and many a twisting of
the absolute truth when he was by. Now there
was a constant uneasiness about her which made her
more cowardly than before; and even her partisan, Molly,
could not help being aware of the distinct equivocations
she occasionally used when anything in Mr. Gibson’s
words or behaviour pressed her too hard. Her
repartees to her mother were less frequent than they
had been, but there was often the unusual phenomenon
of pettishness in her behaviour to Mrs. Gibson.
These changes in humour and disposition, here described
all at once, were in themselves a series of delicate
alterations of relative conduct spread over many months—many
winter months of long evenings and bad weather, which
bring out discords of character, as a dash of cold
water brings out the fading colours of an old fresco.
During much of this time Mr. Preston had been at Ashcombe;
for Lord Cumnor had not been able to find an agent
whom he liked to replace Mr. Preston; and while the
inferior situation remained vacant Mr Preston had
undertaken to do the duties of both. Mrs. Goodenough
had had a serious illness; and the little society
at Hollingford did not care to meet while one of their
habitual set was scarcely out of danger. So there
had been very little visiting; and though Miss Browning
said that the absence of the temptations of society
was very agreeable to cultivated minds, after the
dissipations of the previous autumn, when there were
parties every week to welcome Mr Preston, yet Miss
Phoebe let out in confidence that she and her sister