was raw; now, Cynthia’s face lighted up with
spirit, and her whole body showed her ill-repressed
agitation, but she only said a few sharp words, expressive
of anything but kindly feeling towards the gentleman,
and then bade Molly never name his name to her again.
Still, the latter could not imagine that he was more
than intensely distasteful to her friend, as well
as to herself, he could not be the cause of Cynthia’s
present indisposition. But this indisposition
lasted so many days without change or modification,
that even Mrs. Gibson noticed it, and Molly became
positively uneasy. Mrs. Gibson considered Cynthia’s
quietness and languor as the natural consequence of
‘dancing with everybody who asked her’
at the ball. Partners whose names were in the
‘Red Book’ would not have produced half
the amount of fatigue, according to Mrs. Gibson’s
judgment apparently, and if Cynthia had been quite
well, very probably she would have hit the blot in
her mother’s speech with one of her touches of
sarcasm. Then, again, when Cynthia did not rally,
Mrs. Gibson grew impatient, and accused her of being
fanciful and lazy; at length, and partly at Molly’s
instance, there came an appeal to Mr. Gibson, and a
professional examination of the supposed invalid, which
Cynthia hated more than anything, especially when
the verdict was, that there was nothing very much
the matter, only a general lowness of tone, and depression
of health and spirits, which would soon be remedied
by tonics, and, meanwhile, she was not to be urged
to exertion.
‘If there is one thing I dislike,’ said
Cynthia to Mr. Gibson, after he had pronounced tonics
to be the cure for her present state, ’it is
the way doctors have of giving tablespoonfuls of nauseous
mixtures as a certain remedy for sorrows and cares.’
She laughed up in his face as she spoke; she had always
a pretty word and smile for him, even in the midst
of her loss of spirits.
’Come! you acknowledge you have “sorrows”
by that speech; we’ll make a bargain: if
you’ll tell me your sorrows and cares, I’ll
try and find some other remedy for them than giving
you what you are pleased to term my nauseous mixtures.’
‘No,’ said Cynthia, colouring; ’I
never said I had sorrows and cares; I spoke generally.
What should I have a sorrow about—you and
Molly are only too kind to me,’ her eyes filling
with tears.
’Well, well, we’ll not talk of such gloomy
things, and you shall have some sweet emulsion to
disguise the taste of the bitters I shall be obliged
to fall back upon.’
’Please, don’t. If you but knew how
I dislike emulsions and disguises! I do want
bitters—and if I sometimes—if
I’m obliged to—if I’m not truthful
myself, I do like truth in others—at least,
sometimes.’ She ended her sentence with
another smile, bus it was rather faint and watery.