The ways of life were too simple at the Hope Farm for my coming to them to make the slightest disturbance.  I knew my room, like a son of the house.  I knew the regular course of their days, and that I was expected to fall into it, like one of the family.  Deep summer peace brooded over the place; the warm golden air was filled with the murmur of insects near at hand, the more distant sound of voices out in the fields, the clear faraway rumble of carts over the stone-paved lanes miles away.  The heat was too great for the birds to be singing; only now and then one might hear the wood-pigeons in the trees beyond the Ashfield.  The cattle stood knee-deep in the pond, flicking their tails about to keep off the flies.  The minister stood in the hay-field, without hat or cravat, coat or waistcoat, panting and smiling.  Phillis had been leading the row of farm-servants, turning the swathes of fragrant hay with measured movement.  She went to the end—­to the hedge, and then, throwing down her rake, she came to me with her free sisterly welcome.  ‘Go, Paul!’ said the minister.  ’We need all hands to make use of the sunshine to-day.  “Whatsoever thine hand findeth to do, do it with all thy might.”  It will be a healthy change of work for thee, lad; and I find best rest in change of work.’  So off I went, a willing labourer, following Phillis’s lead; it was the primitive distinction of rank; the boy who frightened the sparrows off the fruit was the last in our rear.  We did not leave off till the red sun was gone down behind the fir-trees bordering the common.  Then we went home to supper—­prayers—­to bed; some bird singing far into the night, as I heard it through my open window, and the poultry beginning their clatter and cackle in the earliest morning.  I had carried what luggage I immediately needed with me from my lodgings and the rest was to be sent by the carrier.  He brought it to the farm betimes that morning, and along with it he brought a letter or two that had arrived since I had left.  I was talking to cousin Holman—­about my mother’s ways of making bread, I remember; cousin Holman was questioning me, and had got me far beyond my depth—­in the house-place, when the letters were brought in by one of the men, and I had to pay the carrier for his trouble before I could look at them.  A bill—­a Canadian letter!  What instinct made me so thankful that I was alone with my dear unobservant cousin?  What made me hurry them away into my coat-pocket?  I do not know.  I felt strange and sick, and made irrelevant answers, I am afraid.  Then I went to my room, ostensibly to carry up my boxes.  I sate on the side of my bed and opened my letter from Holdsworth.  It seemed to me as if I had read its contents before, and knew exactly what he had got to say.  I knew he was going to be married to Lucille Ventadour; nay, that he was married; for this was the 5th of July, and he wrote word that his marriage was fixed to take place on the 29th of June.  I knew all the reasons